I woke up having sinus. It was horrible. I was sick. As usual, I wake up earlier than my boyfriend, and studied. :)
After he woke up, we went to Eatzy Steakhouse at Safra Yishun for lunch. We took a cab back to his place cos he needed to work tonight. I waited at his mum's shop - she has a stall; while he changed.
Took bus 143 to st james. Met Ian at Vivo for awhile. Went back home. I was suppose to follow him for dinner but I was sick remember.
From Harbourfront, I was suppose to alight at Dhoby Ghaut and take a straight home to Yishun. But I knew if I transferred trains, I wouldn't be able to get a sit in that one. And I was just toooo tired and sick and sleepy. Because I haven't slept properly at nights. So I actually sat down all the way to Sengkang and took 965 back to Yishun. At least i get to sit and sleep. Hahs!
I went back home, had dinner and crashed. Sick and Tired and sleepy remember? I didn't inform my boyfriend anything. And he turned out to be worried sick. He even called Ian to find out about me.
I can see how much Sufardi loves me.
But not me, well, of course, I am very family-oriented. I love my family. Anyone who marries me has to love my family. The way we talk, eat, shop, socialise, whatever it is they have got to love my family. Parents can be a real nightmare at times. But I love my family.
Like once in the train, we were really tired, and didn't talk much. The train jerked and I almost lost balance but he was behind me and caught me from the back. I caught balance and just hugged him. Suddenly, my phone beeped. I received a text from him, himself, though he was just NEXT to me, saying, 'Baby, I've got your back. I am madly falling in love with you. I am serious about you.' When I looked up, I saw the look. He was serious. And he wants me. Forever. I think.
Because he has once asked me, 'will you be with me forever?"
I love him. I do. But it’s hard for me to trust someone fully. Not after I got cheated on by Praba. I am still traumatised. Not after I got beaten up by Ikram.
