Friday, October 31, 2008

Study

I studied. Information stayed inside. Yey.

Sigh it's only a Thursday.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Appendix

Sabrina went to the hospital. Appendix.

I gotta go. I'm worried.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Novena

I enjoyed today. I was with my Star bestfriend Fatin.

Bumped into Ayu.

Bumper into Ikram and Farah at Novena Square.

Fancy bumping into the ex and his girlfriend yo.

We had ice cream at mcdonalds. Hang out at Starbucks.

Blaaaa. My brother wants a vest. I went shopping.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Deepavali

Yes, it's Deepavali.

I went to Praba's place.

*rolls eyes.

Break up but still invited to ex boyfriend's family events.

Whatever la.

I don't feel like blogging.

I actually wore an Indian costume today. His family loves me alot.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Liverpool VS Chelsea

Today I woke up earlyyy. I played tennis with Sabrina and went for a mini run around the field. After all that, bought breakfast - prata and dosai. I only had 1 prata cos I didn't have much appetite in the morning.

After breakfast, read the Straits Times which is beginning to get really boring again cos they don't have much reports on the financial crisis anymore. I went online chat with Ashik and Sharif. I was telling Sharif how sexyyyy it was to dance to Neyo - Miss Independant at a club. OMG yes sexyyy okayyy. Then he asked me, if I were to choose who to dance with, who would it be? Ashik or Shahid? Haha! I burst out laughing kayy. HAHA. what a question. I said I would pick Ashik cos I know him better than I know Shahid. But as if, Ashik wanna dance with me eh? I dont think I can take Ashik seriously as well, he's so cheeky and you know I would just, laugh. But overall, he's a great guy.

Then we all had to go off cos Ashik's relatives came over and he has two little cousins that would not stop bothering him. Sharif was going on for a match which he invited me to but I said maybe next time cos, I felt tired. Also, I was thinking to head down to Tekka just now to get stuff. But Praba's nephew, Vishnu suddenly called me and I found out they were over at Tekka too! So I asked his sister to get me what I wanted.

Umms yeah, I watch 3 matches today. Rugby World Cup March 08 - Scotland VS France. France won. I forgot the score. Australia VS New Zealand. NZ did a haka! Australia won though. That took up my whole afternoon. Earlier on, I complained to Ashik I was tired so he suggested I take a nap. Turns out, I didn't but he did. =_=

After watching the rugby matches, I went online again to talk to Ashik. We went off after awhile promising each other we would come back online after the LIVERPOOL VS CHELSEA GAME. Then I was on the phone for an hour with Praba's sister, called to talk about Deepavali plans. Then I spoke to Krishna! Haha! I FOUND OUT HIS PLAYING IN A SOCCER TEAM. HOW ADORABLE! He told me all about his soccer training how it was tough for him to do 5 push ups. His brother Vishnu, I found out wanna take up piano lessons. My my, these boys are gonna grow up scoring with a lot of hot chicks la. Well, they're really nice those young boys plus his mum and sister. I'm really glad the break up didn't affect us one bit. I got really attached to them. Because, they're the nicest boyfriend's family. Only the boyfriend is a jerk.

Oh then it was time for the soccer match! Liverpool VS Chelsea. Well, overall Liverpool won - 1 Nil. yeah baby yeah. Ashik called me during half time he was like... Hey okay okay I support Liverpool, you and me against Sharif. After the referee finally blow the final whistle, he called me again. He said, I'm not gonna make any bets against you anymore. You always win. Yeyyy Ashik! I always win you.We both went online, first thing Ashik said was, Our team won man. Haha. Pfft. He said he felt really good seeing Lampard's face after being defeated and Lampard was the first few to go inside the tunnel. Boy, he really hates Lampard. Haha

Friday, October 24, 2008

My Favourite Mistake

I found this. And it got me thinking.

Physical Attraction; Chemical Reaction

Before we were doctors, we were med students which meant we spend a lot of time of studying chemistry. Organic chemistry, biochemistry, we learned it all. But when you're talking about human chemistry only one thing matters: either you've got it or you don't.

Yeah, Chemistry either you've got it or you don't. To me, that's the most important thing in a relationship.

Karma. One way or another it will leave us to face ourselves. We can look our karma in the eye or we can wait for it to sneak up from behind. But karma will always find us. The truth is, as surgeons, we have more chances than most to set the balance in our favor. Yet no matter how hard we try we can't escape our karma. It follows us home. I guess we can't really complain about our karma. It's not an affair. It's not unexpected. It just... evens the score. And even when we're about to do something that we know will tempt karma to bite us in the ass... well, it goes without saying. We do it anyway.

You'll never be alone. Four hundred years ago, another English guy had an opinion on being alone. John Donne. He thought we were never alone. Of course it was fancier when he said it. No man is an island entire onto himself. Boil down that island talk and he just means that all anyone needs is someone to step in and let us know we're not alone. And who's to say that someone can't have four legs. Someone to play with, or run around with, or just hang out.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Make Fun of P Day

Today I woke up kinda late cos I was up talking to Ashik late last night. Umms, yeah, he told me to sleep early cos at times he'll go offline, play game(winning eleven), check his email then he goes to sleep at 3am and he'll still see me online. I asked him, who would actually check their email at 3am, like cannot wait til tmr? He replied, 'me.' weirdo right this boy. He says he receives all those junk emails at that time in the morning, he'll get an email from Petronas saying he just won a million bucks la bla bla. I was like...o-kayyy. He called me this morning for a short chat yeah.

So yeah Fatin came over to my place this morning to collect her sleeping bag. Class got cancelled so I thought of going tuition while Fatin meets Reza. So yeah, after tuiton, met up with Fate and Fatin at Causeway point. I had a great time okay today. Because today is make fun of Praba day!
We met up at Burger King. At burger king, we saw this Indian girl. She was wearing this top that shows off her belly. Well, she is skinny. As skinny as Praba! The skinny legs. Don't you all just remember his skinny legs? So we were like...so that's how Praba would look like if he was a girl! Plus she had curly hair. Just like Praba's original hair. And she had teeth like him too. If you never noticed it before, look closer at his mouth while his talking to you.

We went Banquet for late late lunch/early early dinner. Haha. All 3 bought cockles fried kway teow(is that how you spell it?) We were sharing Russell Peters jokes. Funny man. His damn funny. We saw this guy, OMG he looked like justin. Seriously we were all looking at him. He noticed and kinda started showing off. pfft, boys. So that's Justin's clone, we've met Reza's clone -this guy who has hair and face and body structure like him. AND WE'VE MET PRABA'S CLONE. It's some foreign Indian worker who boarded the train at Little India. Yeah, he looks exactly like Praba when he didn't do his hair. Serious. His eyes, face structure, EVEN THE CROOKED NOSE, they both got it. We were like eeyer Praba, haha.

Oh at Banquet I was drinking water from Fate's bottle. It's the kind that you squeeze and shoot it in your mouth. I drank some but I actually took out the bottle cap and didnt twist it tightly after drinking. When Fate wanted to drink it, she squeeze the bottle, all the water splashed out onto her face/top. It even splashed to the person sitting next to her. Sorry Fate, wasn't on purpose. But it was nice to accidently prank you. I learnt that from Ashik. Hah!

After Banquet, I treated the girls to Gelare. We snapped pictures there. We had waffles ice cream! Yummy. Haha so we were choosing our ice cream; there was this one called 'chocolate overloaded.' I said to the girls, 'I don't know why but this reminds me of Praba.' Seriously! It was so dark and looks a little rough. They were like eewww. But they still picked that flavour to go on the waffles. So waffles came. Then we were like, (this came out naturally okay), this doesn't look like Praba? HAHA. We meant, The chocolate suddenly doesn't look like Praba. Then we checked it was the other chocolate flavour. Not chocolate overloaded! They started eating it and I asked, 'does it taste like Praba?' they were like, we should be asking YOU. Haha. Well no it doesnt, cos firstly it wasnt chocolate overloaded=praba. But still we made comments like, 'eh be careful praba's dripping onto your shirt. or finish eating praba okay. or you have some praba on your mouth.' haha.

Haha, also just now I don't know why instead of calling him Praba, I called him Para. My friends burst out laughing la. Haha. His real name is Prabahgaran but its wrongly registered at Parabakaran. So I was saying that he wanted to change his name ever since he was in army but didnt have time/greens. Then my friends said, why don't you play a prank on him, you change his name for him so he'll be stuck with a weird name for quite some time. She was like, from Parabakaran to ParabaGaran or maybe you add an A or what.

Then I said, Huh, then become... ParabakaranA. Parabakarana!!! Haha. We burst our laughing la.

After Gelare we went to Civics Centre and then to Woodlands Stadium. On the way there, I accidenly said, 'can cross the road already la deyy' then my friends was like...she said...'deyyy' then one friend said, wow, you have a 'praba' in you. Haha.

We went to Woodlands Stadium. Oh cos, I wanted to do my 2.4km run there. So after running, we talked about gigs and then they asked how come TNI hasn't been performing or anything? I said Praba said he's sorta taking a break from music, waiting for TNI's EP to be released. Then dunno how, one of my friends said, maybe when he gets bored of his guitar he can play the "SITAR' HAHAHAHAHA. Sitar- a musical instrument usually played by Indians for Indian traditional songs. Yeah so when Praba gets bored of his guitar he can play the sitar on stage. Oh! I used to be the girl on the guitar. Sarah can be the girl on the SITAR. Haha. Anyways, I have a picture of a man playing the Sitar! Sarah on a Sitar, La la la.

Oh then, I asked Fate to brush my hair cos it was too long I couldnt reach to the back. I said, 'fun right brushing my hair, even Praba likes it, I'll watch youtube and he'll brush my hair til it gets soft and straight.' I added, 'can you imagine Praba brushing Sarah's hair? HAHA. He brush once, it will go TOINK, cos its curly. Brush some more, it'll go TOINK TOINK TOINK. After 3 hours, he'll go okay I'm tired it'll never be as straight as Lis's. Sorry. Hahahahaha.'

On the way back to train station, I was singing the pussycat doll songs.'When I grow up' I said, I told Praba this is his song, when he grows up he wants to be famous; a star. Then they were like can you imagine Praba with his panty hose and hair extensions, singing, Don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me. HAHA. Confirm hot, for a transverstite. Haha. Praba in Pussycat Dolls!

We reached the station and when our separate ways. I called Ashik to tell him about what I did to Fate and about my day. Yeah, he told me that he sent me offline messages and a friendster comment. See, he's nice. I went home and chatted more with him online. I learnt that he's an uncle to a 2 year old girl in Brunei. Haha. Oh! And he sent me a picture of his 'school bag' which looked like a briefcase, cos the place that he goes to school for is such a formal thing such that he has to wear formal wear each day. I told him to snap a picture. I wanna see whether he can pass of as a handsome rich business tycoon or maybe he'll look like a young boy tryin' to act cool. He said, next wednesday. Haha. Got specific day siaaa.

For a playful cheeky boy, Ashik is quite smart. Well according to his o levels results la. I told him how I wanna study til Masters. He said good, he likes people who are ambitious. Haha. Well. I'm going to send him some offline messages cos he's gonna wake up at 3 later for a soccer match and yes that boy, will check his emails, I guess

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Just Got better

Wahhttt a dayy... Okay. I woke up late which leaves me no time for breakfast so the usual orange juice thats all. I had a presentation today so I had to look smart but later on I wanted to go running so heck it, I wore a sleeveless top and jeans. Haha.

I wanted to alter my jeans cos it's kinda baggy now. So I went to the alteration shop before school. The aunty was like, this one cannot alter already. Then I dunno WHY but she whispered, ehh you go that shop there, the jeans there, the cutting very nice. $5 only. You alter $8. Save your money. I was like...o-kay.

Umms, before I board 855 I managed to buy the Straits Times. Yeah, I need to read that plus listen to my Ipod. And heyy today I was early for school okay! We had to present regarding social networking websites. During break, Farhanah, Pretty and I we had lunch at the canteen. We didnt buy siew mai todayyy. Cos we had rice.

We took the shuttle bus from school to the train station. We were in the bus, suddenly the bus driver took a different turn. I was like shitt am I in the wrong bus or what. (cos they have buses that goes to the Tampines, Jurong) I was like, please don't get me to Tampines. Pretty was like, shitt maybe we should hijack the bus? pfft. pretttyyyy. -.-

But hey, suddenly we're in front of the train station. Don't know what tricks the bus driver had in mind. Umm yeah in the train, there was these two indian girls. The way they talk. It sounded like interesting gossip I tell you. So i lean back, to you know, eavesdrop. BUT she talks like this.. 'You know what that girl said....She said...(THEN SHE SPEAKS IN TAMIL) and then she continues in english...'then i replied to her....'(AGAIN SHE SPEAKS IN TAMIL) so basically the hot gossip was in TAMIL. She only uses English to speak the non-interesting words. -.-

She ended the story with.... I told her...okay fine whatever. That's all I understood. -.-

So yeah I went tuition cos Noah's mum says he's got lots of specimen paper to finish. I was very tired by then. But I couldn't not go running right. So I brought my lazy ass to Yishun stadium and did my 2.4km run. Omg, tiring man. But yeah, it feels good to run. Inside especially. After everything sighhh.I went home feeling so tireddd. Perspiring and all sweaty. Things haven't been going so good lately. But it just got better! Yummy.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Weekend Trip

Today, Daddy woke me up at 10am. He was like, the aircon repairmen are here. He was like hurry hurry they're downstairs and wanna go inside your room. I don't know why Daddy have these aircon guys coming over to check the bloody aircon you know. Each time they come Daddy pays a few hundreds. And it's not as if the aircon is spoil or something. It works perfectly fine okay. He just wants to waste money but he pretends saying that oh its important to make sure its not dirty and gives out polluted cold air. He actually said, polluted cold air.

So then, I woke up. I didn't know where to go. He kicked me out of my own room, I asked can I go to Mummy or Danial's room? He said nooo they're cleaning all the aircon. I couldn't go down cos the aircon men were downstairs. So I dunno la, I went inside the toilet. I was still sleepy. I dunno what happened for the next 15 mins, I realise my toothbrush was inside my mouth when I woke up. DID I JUST ATTEMPTED TO BRUSH MY TEETH WHILE SLEEPING? Creepyyy okayyy.

Boys, you so don't want to sleep next to me. Or you want to? Haha. Well the answer is no, you cannot sleep next to me. But come to think of it, I don't really know my sleeping habits. I'm not sure whether my ex-boyfriends notices. Awww you know it would be nice, if my next boyfriend notices and while we're in the middle of a romantic moment or something la eh, he would say... I like the way... you... snore in your sleep...(okay that's not romantic but ewww I dunno la, if my future boyfriend(you don't even know whether you're actually my future boyfriend), you're reading this, remember what I think is nice okayy, but not the snoring one okayyy, it will just kill the mood. Or if you still wanna say it,okay! tease me boy, I like teases. Say it in the sexiest wayy. Roar. (I think that was meant to be sexy, or no?) uhh okay.

Oh then. I spend my afternoon reading the Straits Times and watching FRIENDS on starworld. Then help mummy to bake some cookies. She's going to a dinner party the potluck sort. Just in case you don't know what's potluck - everyone has to bring a dish to the party. They always do that in Desperate Housewives you know. Susan will bring drinks(cos she can't cook at al). Lynette - Main Dish. Gabrielle - Side dish. Bree - Desert. Yeah so mummy had that sort of thing going on. I helped her bake. Well, if you know me well, you'll always know what 'baking' and me have something going on.

After that, I got ready to meet Fate & the rest to catch a gig at Youth Park - Weekend Trip. The first few bands weren't that nice. But HELL YEAH, THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT was REALLY REEALLY FCUKKINNGG AWESOME. Fatin, Reza, Harith, Luqman and his other friends were there as well. TGSE - they had this lightning guitar strap. A guitar strap holds a guitar. If you buy a guitar strap using YOUR OWN green, YOUR OWN green is holding your guitar. In the case that someone elses buys it FOR YOU, a guitar strap, then someone elses green is holding your guitar for you. So I think you should save up and buy your own guitar strap, don't allow others to buy for you. Ask yourself guitarists, did you buy your own guitar strap? Now, you may also wonder why I'm babbling A WHOLE LOT about this. (:

I cant remember much about the gig, except that I bumped into 5 OLD APEKSS today. I'm sorry I certainly hope that's not offensive. But okay the first one, he was a cleaner. He didn't even budge when I elbowed him. He just stood there staring at me. Omg. Then after another 5 mins, I bumped into another old chinese guy, he was carrying food. This one said, Sorry ah sorry. Okay, Then the third one, was in the train. He was so old, but he kept on walking past everyone til like the last cabin. There were people who offered him seats but he politely rejected them then..he soon alighted. Oh he bumped into me while he was walking past me. The fourth one was a few train stops later there was a chinese man his phone was ringing and he wanted to take it out from his pocket, but his elbow elbowed me. Hmmm yeah. Then the fifth one was in the bus, I was sitting down la. He wanted to sit next to me. But ummm yeah, bus made a sharp turn and this time HE didn't bump into me. HIS WALKING STICK HIT ME. Alamak, angry sial. But he was old. Don't judge me okay. It was painful to have a walking stick hit you. I can hit you with one if you wanna feel it.

Harith told me. Since I keep bumping into chinese people, it's a sign my next boyfriend would be Chinese. HAHA. Cos, I dated a Malay and an Indian. Next will be Chinese. I don't think they're my type though. Besides, I'm.... honestly, I am a punjabi/bengali girl. So I wanna find someone who can speak Hindi... HAHA no laaa. but yeah, I understand Hindi, and it's an interesting language. Tamil is okay too but Tamil too difficult la. No, I'm not anti Indians. Oh come on, my closest friends in school, they're both Indian. This one friend that I mostly share my crappy jokes and crappy/lame stories -Ashik, he's Indian. I'm not anti Indian. Oh plus, PRABA IS AN INDIAN WAHT. sheeshhh. And his family, they're all really lovely people, and they're all Indian and each time I go to a family gathering, everyone speaks Tamil. Can you imagine? And they all talk at the same time! But I'm still always there for each family gathering So I'm not anti - Indian okay!

I realise I'm babbling a lot this post. Stress uhh about school. :/ dunno where to study and which school to continue studying. SG/LONDON/AUSTRALIA? Plus..a few more things that happened. I don't wanna share. Cos I don't wanna remember. Cos the things that made you smile, makes you cry. Boo hoo.I watched soccer just now. Damnn it I got sleepy after first half. Score was both nil. Rooney did score a goal but I think it was offside. I'm sleepy. Gonna get some sleep. I think. Or maybe stay up to watch Russell Peters/Grey's Anatomy/FRIENDS/24/Desperate Housewives.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

4th's a charm?

I went to school with a big bag plus my shoe bag cos I have rugby training later on in the evening. Okayy today super relax day at school cos lecturer was just giving tips for exams. It starts at 1:30pm but I came at 2pm. Lecturer was writing down questions on the whiteboard and he said I'll give you half and hour to look for the answers. Then he left class.

Haha, Farhanah and I took this opportunity and went to the canteen to get some food. Cos we're those people that don't breakfast. Cos we wake up very late haha. We went back to class at 2:30pm. Lecturer explained the questions til 3pm. Then he said, okay break time til 3:30pm. Then he explained a little more til 4pm and class ended! Haha. Super moron day at class today right? But it ain't like that uhh other days. On other days, there's like tutorial and blablabla.

Umms. Farhanah, Diyana and I hung out in school til 5pm. Til Lee called me and told me she was outside school already. Oh yeah, Shafiq's dad was driving and they came to pick me up from school for training at old PA. Training was fun. It felt sooooooo great to run! Running around the field for 3 rounds not enoughhh laaa. It was sooo good to get air.

After training, I just wanted to go home. I have a direct bus from Old PA straight to Yishun uhhh. So like.... fast right. Kayyy then. I waited for the first bus for 15 mins, finally it came, I stood up to carry my bag and shoe bag, I turned, the bus driver just drove past me! I was like waving my hand frantically like one bloody moron. I SAW PEOPLE IN THE BUS LAUGHING AT ME OKAYYY! OMGGGG. I rolled my eyes and went back to the seat. Looked around, no one was there, I shouted, AM I INVISIBLE OR WHAT YOU BLIND BUS DRIVER?!!!! arghh then yeah I felt really dumb cos I realised I was talking/mumbling to myself. I called Ashik, haha, but no answer, prolly busy or something, so I called Farhanah to complain and whine to her! Then... the second bus came 15 MINS LATER. IT DIDN'T STOP OKAYY COS IT WAS TOO CROWDED. I was like SHEESHHH. You would think after a crowded bus arrived, there would be an empty bus tagging at the back. But NOOOOO, I waited for another 15 mins, Shuts Eyes! The 3rd bus ALSO CROWDED LA. I SEE PEOPLE IN THE BUS LAUGHING AT ME SIAAAA. I called Fatin up and I told her my situation and I was like, okay I'm so gonna take cab. She said, don't give up maybe the 4th one is a charm. I was like fcukk it la haha. Then I took 980, it goes to Sembahwang. I thought from there I could take train la. After a few stops, I saw there was another bus that goes to Yishun as well. So I alighted and took that bus home. In the bus, I really needed to pee! Always like that you know, need to pee in the bus. Finally I'm damn home and typing this post.

A few other stuff has been happening and it ain't good. I wanna disappear can.

Friday, October 17, 2008

School

I had to wake up slightly earlier to be in school by noon. I was on the phone while walking to school from the bus stop, Seriously, I was just walking, I don't know how. But yeah, I.... Fell. It was so embarrassing. I shut my eyes, opened and walked hurriedly to school. Cos all eyes were on me. Sheesh. Pain, okayyyy! -----

After all that happened, I met Pretty and told her I was hungry. But we were late. So I gobbled my food down really fast and we went to the E-Hub. After awhile, my tummy hurts cos I ate too fast. I felt like a moron. With my aching tummy and sort of sprained ankle.

At 2pm we went to class and I gossipped(is there such word?) with Farhanah. Haha. And we're all addicted to Siew Mai okayyyyy! Haha there was one day Farhanah bought 9! Siew Mai. Haha. Its damnn addictive.

After class I went tuition. Haha once again those kids are a laugh. You knowww, cos Josh finished his PSLE, so I'm left with teaching Noah. But I asked Josh to on his laptop and then we watched funny videos online. Haha. Okayyy then I taught Noah. But Noah also wasn't serious la. He had this fake dracula and rabbit teeth and he had it on while I was teaching him. I can't even take him seriously.

I left tuition but I didnt wanna go home so early. Sooooo I went shoppingggg at Watsons! Haha. I bought nonsense okay. I bought feet scrub la, hand scrub la, face lotion la, facial cleanser la, female boxers la, facial cotton la, hairband, party feet heel cushion la, nail hardener la, flight socks la(for indonesia trip), sleeping masks and dental floss! Hahaha. I loveee Watsons. I went John Little after that, just to look around. Spent too much at Watsons la. Haha.

I spent my night watching Russell Peters videos! Funny la sehhhhhhhhhhh.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Be A Potato Couch

People!

WATCH FRIENDS OKAYYYY.

If you're sad, watch FRIENDS, it will sooo cheer you up.
If you're happy, watch FRIENDS you'll get even happier.
Regardless of waht your emotions are, watch FRIENDS.
Watch with everyone, anyone! Haha.
Go watch short videos at youtube too-

1. the UNAGI collaboration
2. Phoebe's smelly cat song
3. holiday song
4. holiday armadillo
5. ross playing keyboard
6. ross playing bagpipe.
7. ross n monica's dance routine.

THERE'S A LOT MORE. Go watch at http://www.watchfriends.net/

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Accomplishments

Okay I hate waking up late. Really. I wanna wake up early. When I told Ashik, that I have to wake up early at 10am, he was like.....you call that early? What he meant was, that's late already. And he's right. It's late. By the time I wake up, millions of human beings are already out there and probably have accomplished and finished millions of tasks. Some would be already having their second meal of the day, which is lunch!

There are just so many things you can do in the day. I don't think you should sleep in for too long and waste precious time=money. I know some people who just simply sleep til 3 or 4 pm and go out and come home and do stupid stuff like playing games and then sleep in the early morning like 3am. Can you believe that? He leads such a #@$#%#^&^%* life.

Today, I read the papers. I took an hour reading the papers because I read every single article and I underline words I don't understand and write it down in my handy dandy notebook. Nerd right? Yeah I know. Haha. Yes. I carry a notebook around and, it has a lot of questions/queries in it. Like today's questions/queries were - How does fungi actually grow on buildings and are green in colour? Why do onions make you cry? How does bruises work? And I read up on Barack Obama. His middle name is Hussein! So its Barack Hussein Obama.

Talking about USA, OMG on their financial meltdown. The world, I think might be coming to an end with all these problems. Like there is also a new disease "chikunguya" is it? (Forgive me if it's the wrong spelling) yeah these days, everything is like poison like that. Plus that China milk nonsense. And Australia havent been producing enough greens for their country, So if you were to go to the money changer, they would either sell you at such a ridiculous rate or they'll say they have run out of it.

So anyways, spend your days well and always ask yourself, What have I accomplished today? I know I have accomplished a lot today. (:

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Piano

I woke up around 11:30am cos classes were scheduled to be at 1:30pm. But still I was late. I reached school around 2pm. Fortunately, lecturer ignored the part where I stepped into class searching for my friends frantically.

It was suppose to be til 4:30 but lecturer said he has a tummy ache so he released us at 4pm. Pretty, Farhanah and I hung around school buying junk food and slowly walked to the train station. I didn't wanna go home that early. Called Dalia, but she didn't answer cos she was sleeping. Ian called and told me to meet him. I was like Okay!

I went over to his place, he thinks he's so sexy eh walking around in his boxers. Cos he was about to bathe. Uhhh, but I treat Ian as a younger brother and I haven ever got around to his house because all those years I know him, I was in a relationship. So yey, once again congratulations on my break-up! I get to do things I haven gotten around to do. Uhhh so yeah, Rudy and his friend, Fiza was there. They were playing the piano! Impressive siaaaa Rudy. He said he learnt it from Norman, I am so gonna make Norman teach me the piano. Just now Rudy and I played The Iris by Goo Goo Dolls. Yey. He play I sing, familiar? Ahhh yes. (:

Ian got ready and we left and hung out at Yew Tee mrt station. Then omg, I was so doinkdoink okay. I took the wrong train and ended up in Jurong omg! Cos I was like going up the escalator, I saw the train come, I was so happy cos it wasn't crowded. I even got a seat and was actually so proud of myself la for boarding the train at like a right timing bla bla bla. Congratulate myself for getting a seat. After awhile, I started thinking, why the hell am I here man? So yeah...... slenger cannn. I took the right train home.I'm gonna go now. Go watch Grey's Anatomy. I am addicted to it.

And oh! now now, boy, you have to learn how to get yourself addicted.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Neccessity

This is a necessary sacrifice post. Yuck...............

I used to be so angry and stuff about the whole Praba cheating on me with his vocalist Sarah. And well, like everyone, I called both of them names bla bla bla. I even called Sarah - PIG. Haha. Of course he doesn't think she's a pig. She certainly doesn't look like one. She's pretty. Really pretty. And I always say to this to Praba, I'm sure she's great and everything but you lost someone as awesome as me. Okay yes, we always say be humble. But that's just a way to bring yourself up, you know? You say these words when you're about to cry especially after you had such a brilliant relationship and suddenly Praba blurts out he has a secret thing for that pig, oops I mean Sarah.

Oh yeah, sure Praba was a loser towards to the end, real huge jerk/bastard haha whatever names you wanna call the person that cheated on you. But I have to add that well we didn't break up cos, we couldn't click/commit/agree/get along, hate each other or whatever stories you guys cook up.

The reason I'm even wasting time and post and energy on this is because people seem to think that I somehow mistreated him or worst, I was the one who cheated on him, cos they see me with another guy outside. Reminder: Praba. Eh no, Rudy is with Sarah out there probably holding hands. She doesn't even call him his real name. And most of you too. So just bloody mind your own business and stay out of this.

My friend Ryan almost got into a fight yesterday because people out there thinks he's going on a scandal with me. Like we're the meanies that are cheating on Praba. It's that serious, yeah so I'm wasting all those things I mention up there for this. People? you can talk all you want really, I don't give a damn, just don't involve the people I'm hanging out with. Oh, don't involve the innocents. And hey, no violence please.I have to admit, when I felt like crap back then, I criticised, cursed and called them all sorts of name just to make myself feel better. Haha, there was this once, I said to Praba, you settled for something lesser, Praba repeatedly disagreed in such a tone, I didn't settle for anything lesser! A lot of times siaaa. Why suddenly so........ defensive boy? (:

Well to many maybe he didn't settle for something lesser - different people, different perspective. It's okay. I wasn't trying to boast. Just said that to make myself feel better. It wasn't easy but I've manage. That blurting out part? That made me feel completely crushed. It was as if Praba's giant foot had stomped on me, flattening me like a pancake. But hey, today, I am a happy lady and I congratulate myself on my break up. No one ever says that, do they? Like... Heyyyyy, Congratulations on your break up!!!!

Somewhere along all these, I fell in love again - with my new life. I realised that while I still hoped one day to find real and lasting love, the life I am leading in the meantime is fantastic! In some ways, that was what I'd been looking for all along - happiness that came from within. I didn't need a man to fulfill me. I found new and meaningful ways to lead a fulfilling life on my own terms.

There is life after all the pain. It does get better. You just have to have a little faith. After all, it's just a break UP not a break DOWN. Hah!

Friday, October 10, 2008

Eat That Frog

I woke up at noon, and was rushing for school. You know, today's Wednesday right? 3 Days in a row since Monday, I've been running after the bus. It's always the case where I'm under my block and I see bus, and I dash for it. Sometimes, it's even the same bus driver!

So then yeah, on the way to school I was just thinking about things. I've lost my interest in Cafe Iguana already... It used to be my favourite hang out spot. When I had no one, Cafe Iguana would always be there. It was my get away place. I would feel the warmth, cosyness and how I am just so used to that place. Everything happened there, really, everything. And now? It's been taken away just like that. I cant say anything right, What, do I expect people to not live their life? I'm being...absurd.

One question - If Watsons was something, what about Cafe Iguana?

In class, we were discussing about our assignments and projects which are due very very soon which we have not started at all. I went to the school bookshop today. I am gonna buy this book titled Eat That Frog. An old saying is that "If the first thing you do each morning is to eat a live frog, you can go through the day with the satisfaction of knowing that that is probably the worst thing that is going to happen to you all day long!" Your "FROG" is the one you are most likely to procrastinate on if you don't do something about it now! It is also the one task that can have the greatest positive impact on your life and results at the moment. It has also been said that "If you have to eat two frogs, eat the ugliest one first!" This is another way of saying that if you have two important tasks before you, start with the biggest, hardest, and most important task first.

Discipline yourself to begin immediately and then to persist until the task is complete before you go on to something else.

After school, met Dalia for shopping. I seriously don't even know what I spent on, seems quite little but my greens decrease tremendously. But ahhh, who cares? Oh yeah, I bought MAC eyeliner from my schoolmate. Plus, eyelashes crap, food and shoes. HAHA these shoes, my mum and Praba would kill me if they see it. Cos a few weeks ago, I bought the same shoe. Today I went to the same shop, I saw they had the shoe in another colour so I bought it as well. Now I got 2 pair of shoes with the same design but different colours. HAHA.

Thank goodness Praba isn't with me anymore. He and Mummy have a problem with my shoe shopping uhh. They say I buy the same thing all the time with just a little difference. I always denied. Yikes, I proved them right today.

Dalia bought expensive dress and sandals okay. But worth it. We had late lunch at Sakura. Gossip gossip gossip. Haha. Then went home. Felt like crap awhile but they say it is always good to talk it out so you pass your ainxiety/worry/crapness to the other person. Thanks.

And heyyy, the girl with the broken smile starts grinning again.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Rugby

I woke to a nightmare. Seriously, some people just don't realise where the hell do they stand in life.

Heck it uhhh after that I went to CCAB with Lee to watch Rugby. Police VS Bucks. Aisyah came after that.

We went to Suntec City. We walked around and had dinner at Secret Recipe. We took pictures and ordered our main dish plus the banana chocolate cake.

When we're done, Lee and Aisyah left.

And Dalia came. She ordered Lasagna. Hang out and gossip la. Then we went home.

Boring post. Nice day though.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Sarah's BO

I went to watch movies My Bestfriend's Girl with Fate. Wasn't that nice. We had Pasta Mania for late lunch. And we uncovered juicy gossip. HAHA.

One day we shall all stand near a beautiful garden, with our heads up high, but wait ohh be careful of the unimaginable stink of your life underneath those gorgeous flowers and grass.

OMG. Yuckkk. -.-Haha I have goosebumps thinking about it.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Real Men

Todayyy, Thursday. I woke up earlyyy and went to Sentosa. It wasn't a fun place laaaa but it's fun when you have great company. ((: Plus they had a stay in the Rasa Sentosa resort, so I could relax in the suite and enjoy luxury. The hotel is bloody brilliant. We should all go there one day.

Sadly, I have to go to school after that. Which I am ALWAYS LATE FOR. Actually I left early la, but I left my wallet behind so I went back to get it. And then I missed the bus which I had to wait for about another 15 minutes. Waste timeee siaaa.Then when I alighted, I felt like I just needed to have a stick, of ALL days, usually I don't have it before school. But today, of all days, I decided to have one, I saw my Daddy's car parked in front of my school.

I was like, WTF??? I threw it away immediately and ran to the back of the school. I was thinking is there another entrance/exit to enter school? No. I even wanted to climb over the fence. But can you imagine if someone sees a girl, with her scared face, her long hair, climbing over the fence, when the school's gate is open so, widely.. If someone actually shouts something, and I'll panic and try to cover my face and when I cover, I will not be holding on to anything, I'll just fall back down. That could have hurt.

Sheesh, Can I even climb in the first place? Plus, the fence are by the road. So vehicle drivers/commuters would see me in action. So dammit. I have to walk pass his car. It was parked la, he wasn't there. Oh cos, there's a mosque right in front of my school, so he's prolly there to pray. But still, my goodness, I dodge a bullet there. If he had seen, what I was doing! or what I was wearing, OMGGGG.

I don't think I'll be typing this post now, I would be crying cos I'd be grounded. Haha.I went to class, as usual, ALWAYS LATE. Lecturer pun binget agaknyerrr but force to smile. They say he looks like Bollywood's Tom Cruise. HAHA. I dunnooo laaa. So then during break, I went to the canteen. I still see the car! I said to Farhanah and Pretty, is my Dad spying on me or what? If he is, his doing a good job of hiding himself but certainly not the car. Then suddenly, I saw Daddy appearing, he was wearing his socks and shoes sitting on the steps. He went inside the car and drove off. Phew.

During lunch, I bought sunflower seeds. It's damn addictive. I was thinking, why does sunflower seeds makes me jump? It's like when I see them, I just have to buy it kinda thing. And after I popped one into my mouth, old memories flashed through my mind. I once got sunflower seeds on my first date. I think, THINK, that's one thing he didn't recyle cos the rest he did, chocs and pushpops. He bought it for Piggy. He's so lame. Haha. Okay, kiiddiinnggg. Wait, Really?I love sunflower seeds to the point I was sorta "drinking" it from the container. HAHA. My friends caught me in action. And snapped a pic!

I managed a super short nap in the train. I went to Josh and Noah's place to teach them. I always KINDA enjoyed teaching them. They're a funny team. But sometimes, they can be a nightmare. But you know, when I was having a hard time back them, at times, they were the ones who cheered me up. I mean they didn't know my real problem uhh, but they always told me the funniest stories and make the craziest jokes ever. I reckon this kids would grow up to be nice gentlemen.

I got more cash from tuition and Daddy. Bloody Brilliant. I went shopping after that at the mall nearest to their place, uh-huh and I went home. I'm kinda thinking it is a huge relief after all - the break up. I realise, I don't face as much problems as I ever did before. In fact, all's been good. But I guess, Okay, I admit a little defeat, you miss the good times ONLY. But, then again, not worth to spend another second on it.

Seriously! Boys come and go. Real men, stays yo. Real men, are bloody brilliant. :D

Raya

I went shopping alone on Monday right? Remember? That night I couldn't sleep cos I didn't buy this dress cos I over spent and I bought two already that day. I spoke to Daddy about it, hehe I like this part, he says, you can buy whatever you like.

So the next day, I called Fatin up to accompany me to buy it. We had late lunch. That night I went home early cos... Malam Raya. I wanted to spend time with my family.The next day, Wednesday, Raya! Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Everyone gathered at my aunt's place. It was nice catching up with family. Even my family from KL came down to celebrate it here. My family wore matching suits gold-ish brown bronze. Haha, but I am kinda tired of eating Raya food again and again.

By the way people, I'm going Indonesia after exams. Entahhh, Daddy wants to visit his friends. I'm also going Australia aloneee though! Cos Grandpa Max and Grandma Pat stays there. Plus, Uncle Sean And Aunty Rita. So, KL with Friends, Indonesia, Thailand, Australia, London, Korea. Best Kannnnn..........................I'm lazy to go in details like I used to. Wait til I get my mood again, okayyyy.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Shopping Alone

Today, mummy woke me up. Yes, mummy. She didn't go to work. I remembered that I still haven't went on that date with myself so I decided to just go shopping alone. It was nice having time for myself. I likeeeee going shopping alone. You don't have to worry about the person waiting, vice versa. You're at your own time. And you don't have competitors(your own friends) who might wanna buy the same thing as you. And you don't have to get judge. You don't have to be the judge too. And whatever you buy, there's no one to tell you; don't. (:

So I left home around 1:30pm. It took me an hour to get to Orchard. So I went to Isetan Scotts. My favourite departmental store. Besides I needed to get my make-up supplies at MAC. Elizabeth Arden Ceramic Gold Ultra Lift and Strengthening Eye Capsules for mummy cos she likes EA.

Oh! I know I said one day you'll see me walking around with that $1600 bag. Yeah, well I change my mind. I am saving up to get my mummy an LV bag. Her birthday is coming up and I really wanna get her one. Cos, she always gets her bag from Fendi, Coach, Gucci, but never LV. So I hope I'll get her one before she gets herself one. She says LV is a bit too much la bla bla bla. But she doesnt realise you know, her Gucci cost $900, add another $300? You'll get a gorgeous LV tote.

I had lunch alone, at pasta mania. I sat down and started reading my magazine. Enjoying time for myself. I went to Isetan Market to get some olives, yuck I know. Then I went to McCafe cos they play nice music there at times and swallowed down my olives. I had a skin consultation appointment at 5pm. After I went for my consultation, I went to Wisma. There I bought 2 dresses. And shoes from Charles & Keith. Mummy HATES it when I buy shoes. Praba also. They both complain I always buy shoes that I never wear. Some are just toooo gorgeous la. There's no where I would go that needs to look veryyy gorgeous.

Then I remembered I wanted to check out this HOT Adidas watch, so I went to Pacific Plaza where there's an Adidas outlet. Yeah, I saw the brown watch. It's damnnn nice la. If you were my boyfriend now, I would have purchased it for you and it would be on your wrist this very moment. Cos I like my man to wear nice expensive watches, such a turn onnn. Hey I got Praba a Fossil watch okay, and it wasn't cheap.

I went to meet Fatin after that for a short snooze of gossip. For 2 hours only. Since I was too tired, I took a cab back home. I played with Kitana before I went home. Waited for everyone to sleep and gave it a bath. Oh Kitana is sort of my pet cat. It doesn't go inside the house, cos mummy's allergic to cats. Yeah so I guess it's not a pet, only I do take care of it okayyyy. A cat can slash your risk of dying from a heart attack by up to 40%. The soothing presence of a feline may reduce the harmful effects of stress and anxiety.
:D

HAHAHAHAHAHA Ashik just told me there is this guy on the show America's Got Talent, he broke a metallic spoon, with HIS ASS. Haha, I'mma gonna watch the video now and talk to him. I haven't spoken to him in days.

Link for the ass breakage vid. WATCH!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eInAfIkjARw&NR=1