Money

I woke up late. Had dinner. Gossip. Watched FRIENDS. Aiyahh this phrase, Like Ross and Rachael keeps appearing in my head. :/

And watched F1. Alonso won siaaaaaaaa. From like I think 15th position, to 1st? Just freaking shows that doesn't mean you are not on the higher benefits, you cannot make it. You don't need to be rich to be smart.

But you do need money to have a girlfriend. I'm afraid I cannot be like Keri Hilson and Timbaland. Well not anymore at least. Haha.

I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we'll be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl
Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me
With your touch you could steal, touch my love is free
we can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

Fake la all these, it's just a song. In real love, you'll die. Literally. Cos got no money to buy food to bloody hell just freaking EAT. Haha.

Geylang

I'm tired. I'm having a lazy night tonight. So, boring post la. I went to school. Met Fatin and Fate and went to Geylang for the usual food they sell there. As usual hang out with girlies are super fun. (:

I'm tired cos I go out everyday. Everyday. I wish I could just sleep and stay in with someone I adore. No, not missing the past. Missing the part where there was love that was so hot, it'd burn. With someone newwww. Haha. Don't get the wrong idea people.

Different People, Different Perspective; about Everything.

Nights cos I'm tirreeddd.

Mega Dance

I woke up damn early. Went to CCAB for rugby match, town for dinner and megadance at suntec to party. It was boring, but there was a girl who actually entertained us all. Funny. Okay... I'mma not gonna say anything. Here.

:D

I was with Batman after the party. We were tired after walking along the F1 tracks. It was really nice. We went to 7-11 to have some cup noodles and bought drinks at some value shop. I don't remember much cos everything was really blurry due to our crave for sleep. We waited for first train and head back home. I'm glad my Saturday wasn't boring after all.

HRC

I just have to say this -

Sweetheart, he's only with you cause he wasn't man enough for me. But then again, I think he is just the man for you.

Let's see, I woke up at 11am today. I met Lee at Orchard train station at 1:30pm. We were suppose to go to a Private Sale; only guests with invitation were allowed inside. Yeah so we had passes, and I was already planning to splurge. Buuutttt.... It was damnn crowded laaa. So much for Private Sale. Things that caught my eye was - that DKNY watch, that Guess Bag and the oh-so-gorgeous red heels! I likeee shopping with Lee cos she has the same taste as me. But heck it, the queue was too long so we decided to get out of there and have lunch.

We went to Hard Rock Cafe for lunch. I went there with Praba once on a Friday night but that was for dinner so it was crowded. This time, it's on a weekday plus it was just lunch. So there weren't much people. So Lee and I, we just talk. It was really nice, just hanging out and talking to her. We shared our stories and secrets. We laughed. I have lovely friends la I tell you. We took some snapshots at our dining booth. We also went to the bar area and I've always wanted to get the picture of the bar which has the piano design. The bartenders/waiters were very friendly. Haha. We took pictures with them too. They even let us in the area where they serve drinks! He gave us a Jack Daniels and a Hennessy for posing! Haha. The guitars at Hard Rock were just damnnnn hot and sexy. I imagine my favourite rockstar playing it -melts.

So we left. And decided to go to LV at Takashimaya. We were walking along Orchard Road and met my cousin, Eddie Noor, he stopped to say Hi and asked, you wanna go Mega Dance this Saturday? I was like... You serious? He said yeah, he told me he was bartending there and took out two complimentary passes to the party la. It's worth $500 btw. Yes. He gave Lee and me one pass each. He said it's damn big. The size of two football field. Super cool la. See you Saturday!

We went to LV. We saw gorgeous bags and heels! Orgasmsss cannn. My goodness. I just wanna buy so many things there. But I don't think I can afford. Though I'm saving up for this $1600 bag. It's damnnn gorgeous. One day, you'll see me, walking around with that. :)

Clarke Quay

Todayy I'm tired cos.. I slept sort of late last night. Arghh then I woke up at noon today cos Ashik called me. He woke me up... So I would go to school. Seriously?!?! Then he text me to not go back to sleep and go get ready. This boy uhh. But it was sweet.

I got ready and went to school. And I always enjoy school, cos Pretty, Farhanah and Diyana are the best mates you can have in school. Diyana thinks my IT Lecturer, who's from India is cute! Haha Di! I think he just has a friendly smile la. He has that Indian accent. Though, he noticed that I wasn't present in class yesterday. Dammitt cannot sign yesterday's attendance. He keeps saying that whatever we do in our computer is controlled by the.....Operating System. He repeated that lik...... about 30 times! But overall he's a nice guy.

After school, I went to meet Lee and Fate! We met at Queenstown Train station and headed to Clarke Quay. We weren't planning to do anything wild laaa. Although tonight is Ladies Night. We had dinner at The Fish Shop, that's what I call it uhh. I used to go there a lot with Praba, cos the satisfying Fish & Chips costs $6.50 only. Now it's $7.50. Aiyahh a dollar only.

Lee took out her $700 camera from her LV Bag! Rich Bitch I must say. Her mummy has too much money. Then we went to Clarke Quay area, we wanted to eat ice cream at Haagen Daaz but I told them they have this turkish ice cream at The Cannery area. It's damnnn nice. Clarke Quay... Haha. I guess I'm smiling cos mostly everything happened there. Okay. Never mind that is the past. I'm in my happy happy future. We kept taking lovely pictures along the way. We caught up with each other's life. Talked about boys and people we don't quite fancy. People that sometimes look like a horse when they laugh. Haha. She kinda does, if you see properly. Seriousssss. And I don't think I'm mean after what she did to me. Kkkk. Haha that was for my own personal satisfaction.

We sat by Singapore river and have the loveliest chats. Fate asked, how do you see yourself 10 years from now? Omg 29 man. I told her I'll be married with a kid. When she asked that, I wonder, 10 years from now, who will actually still be in my life? Will Lee and Fate still be there? Fatin? Dalia? Ian? Farhanah? Pretty? Nazreen? MY FAMILY? I don't know what's gonna happen 10 years from now. But I know right now, I am where I am today cos of my Families and Friends. Including those two. If they didn't go on that scandal, I wouldn't be out with my girlies sharing gossip right? I guess the saying everything happens for a reason applies to everyone everytime. Don't look back and dwell on the past. Don't cry cos it's over; smile... cos it actually happened.

Be a good friend and you'll know they got your back.

Stars

I woke up damnn late today at 2pm. Class starts at 2pm. So I was like, k fcuk it; I'm not going. I woke up, I showered and play the computer. And I heard this song on a friend's profile; it's damn nice.

Tonight - FM Static. I love the chorus! I like it when songwriters use the word "STARS" in their lyrics.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I like She's Like A Star - Taio Cruz as well. Sexy song cannn. I wanna dance to it all night.

She's the only one that I want by my side
She's the only one that I believe can save my life
She makes me wanna be a better man ohh why,
She's higher then the sky, the suns and the moon
She's like a star, like a star, like a star, ohh baby.

After that, I went to Josh and Noah's place to teach them. Damn playful you know kids. But, hey it's the easiest way to earn money. I met Fatin after that, I love her dearly. She's my angel bestfriend you know. We had dinner and just hung out together. She's my starrrr.

Went back home quite early today. Talk to Ashik about another bet. Now he owes me $2.20.

07B3 PAE MI 07 Outing

It was the first day of school after 1 week holiday. The module we're learning is Organisational Behaviour. It's damn interesting you learn about people's behaviour and how one could react to different situations. A bit like psychology. I cancelled on someone cos he was late.

I went to meet my friends at Harbourfront Train Station. We had dinner together at Vivocity. It was so nice to meet everyone again and catch up. Those who were present, my lovelies - Amirah, Atikah, Atiqah, Hidayah, Nani, Syaqilla, Yuslinda, Fatin, Hamidah, Amir, Yuni, Suhaimi, Saifuddin and Zul. I lovelove these people. (: I have to say this - Kecoohhh siaaaakk. Haha. But it was fun, catching up with each others life, Zul said I was missing for quite some time. Yuni after a few hours, he asked, where's Lisa. Dari tadi aku kat situ, tak nampak. Haha yuni, yuni.

Later on we went to 3rd Floor the open area to celebrate Amir and Suhaimi's birthday. It was soooo funnn. We bought them cake from Coffee Bean. And we were eating, Fatin started the first move by smashing a little cake on Amir's face. Then the boys started on Suhaimi as well Haha. They even threw Suhaimi inside the water. Poor thing. Haha. We took lots and lots of pictures.

I'll upload it again when they passed me the pics. It was damn funnn la. All the boys sat down and each girl take one pic with them, vice versa. Seriously, last night, was the best I had so far. Going out in large groups. We went home after that and well yeah, I was tired already. I can't wait for our raya outing. Seriously!

I got home and went online. I talked to Lee, I am finally meeting that girl. Yey, She told me she's going to tour Europe 24th November. Lucky Bitch. Seriously. She told me, You can have whatever you like. So yeah, I said I want France Rugby Jersey! She says okay. Awesomeee. I told her I just came back from KL and I'm going there again in another two weeks for Raya. Weekend Trip. Then I'm going back up there again these time with my girlfriends for a long long holiday. I was thinking of going Thailand with another group of friends too. I told her I'm going London too to visit my grandmother soon! Then she said, next year she's going Korea, and her mummy says you can bring a friend, so she asked me. HONOURED CANNN. Her mummy will pay for everything else, I just have to pay for air fare. That's not a problem. After this diploma, Daddy says I can do whatever I like. Haha. I like travelling. So KL, Thailand, London, Korea!

Cloud 9

I woke up at ten. I only had 5 hours of sleep. (I'm smiling as I'm typing this, just, happy.) Okay so then we went to Bangsar to shop. I rode the Bentley today. Bangsar is a shopping mall where only rich people shop. So when you wanna alight, there will be people opening the car doors for you. My cousin walks around with his bodyguards on each side. Bigshot or WHAT. Bangsar was too expensive for me. So I didn't get anything la. Whereas my cousin, buys everything he touches.

Then we went to OU, yeah there were more affordable stuff. Bought stuff, nothing major la, just clothes and shoes. Boring righhtt. Then we went The Curve, another shopping mall.

We had dinner at another cousin's place at Tropicana cos it was nearer to OU. Said our goodbyes. Then left for the airport. Time passed by really fast, I'm already heading home. I kinda wanna stay cos it feels better to be on the other side for the time being. I'm just happy, on cloud nine. Grinning from ear to ear. Why? That's a secret. Can't post it here.

I missed today's match - the one I had a bet with Ashik; Man U VS Chelsea. Well it was a draw, so I don't owe him anything but Ashik, you still owe me 20 cents uhhh. Haha Then in the plane, there was a turbulence, I bounced off my seat like thrice, wtf. Haha. Scary la, people all shouting, things all dropped. Like gonna crash like that. But I wasn't that terrified, I was more of smiling. Cloud nine, I told you.

I got home and texted a few people I'm back and tomorrow I have school and I'm meeting old friends. I'm so going back to Malaysia anytime soon.

I'm having an early night tonight. Goodnight.

Porsche

The night before, WOW. I'll only tell if you are close. Cos if you know, you might judge.

So then, I woke up (I had the funniest dream about the two people I hate right now, it kinda cheered me up), and Hey! I'm in Malaysia staying in a luxury apartment. So I woke up, had breakfast(tak puasa), haha, Ashik says no need la enjoy all the food when I'm on holiday. Okay so fine. I went swimming and sun tanning with my shades on and just enjoying the morning. It was the first morning when I woke up, I thought of things that made me smile instead of eee yucky people. You all know who.

After swimming, went back upstairs to play PS3. My cousin has like the widest screen tv ever for residential purposes its so cool. Then got ready to go shopping! Aiyah, but I found out they wanted to go shopping for Hari Raya. I wasn't excited at first la, but when I was there, I couldn't help it la, after all I am celebrating Hari Raya, the baju kurungs there were really attractive la. Can't help but buy two. I bought jewellery too. Hehe.

I went out with my relatives to break fast. Since there was too many, we all came back to my cousin's place and hang out. Oh btw, My daddy drove a Porsche, MOTHERFCUKING SMOOTH RIDE. Porsche SIAAA. I was riding on a Porsche. The next car he's getting, is a Rolls Royce. Rolls Royce SIAAAA. Haha. Some played pool, I watched soccer. Liverpool VS Stoke City.
Liverpool had A LOT of attempted goals la, but just couldn't score. Everytime when Gerrard kicks the ball, I melt. Cos Gerrard's damn cute la.

My relatives were here til like 3AM. Happening siaaa. Discussing about family issues. My cousin wants to make a whole villa, like 20 rooms with pool and facilities kinda thing for the whole family. Boy, he's damn loaded and single, I want him can? No. It's 4:30 now, I think my muslim friends out there are just waking up to eat to fast later on. I'm just about to go to bed. Cos tmr.....I'm going shopping. Cos, I have daddy's credit card, remember!

I'm leaving here tomorrow. Sighhh. BS lah. I'm gonna miss tmr's soccer match Man U VS Chelsea cos of my flight timing. But Ashik says he'll call me. We'll see how much he owes me tmr.

I miss Fatin and Ian right now.

Prank

Let's start with yesterday night.

I receive a damn bloody phone call from someone called Michael. I don't know who the hell this guy is, he was saying really disgusting stuff on the phone. I freaked out and hung up. I told some people, they agreed it was a prank call. But most importantly, who THE HELL IS BEHIND THIS?

If you happen to read this caller/friends of caller, I HAVE YOUR NUMBER AND I REPORTED YOU TO THE POLICE. FREAK.

I woke up laze around, played the computer and found out something really amusing on the internet. Someone said my ex boyfriend looks like some tycoon who owns cold storage. Cold Storage siaaaaa. Praba seriously?!?! I mean, like, firstly, he's a normal guy. A bit here and there. But no tycoon sia! Praba if you're reading this, bey admit you're no rich guy la please, haha just average, though, I think when that person complimented you that, credit goes to ME. Stop complaining I embarrass you a lot, I made you look as rich as a tycoon who owns cold storage for goodness sake.

Lis takes care of her men well. Yes, both Ikram and Praba, they got style they got class. My type of style. She makes sure people give them all the respect they deserve. And she makes sure, they always look so glamorous. Though sometimes Praba, he can look a little..... unkept. Praba's loss.

I got ready while listening to songs, I love T.I. please, and left for the airport. We had dinner before boarding the plane which was at 9. I went to the loo before I boarded the plane, argh, I dropped my air ticket in the sink, it got all WET. It was so embarrassing passing the ticketing officer a wet, soft paper. The flight was about an hour. We travelled business class so we kinda were pampered. I sat by the window. I told myself I'mma gonna study hard and earn a lot and when I grow up, I wanna travel and tour different countries around the world with my life partner. Of course, I have to find someone who can afford to actually spend a lot on me. I sat next to a cute cute caucasian. We chatted and he gave me his email address. He said, Keep in touch. I went to the loo again after that, sighh, this time, I was so blur, I went inside the gents. Omg, THE AWFUL THINGS I SEE INSIDE. Thank goodness later, We got picked up by a Bentley. NICE, BIG AND EXPENSIVE CAR. Hehe, I can't help but to mention.

I'm staying over my cousin's place cos he has a computer here. I went online. The computer room has a nice view and since I'm staying on the 31st Floor.

I think today's post besides the beginning, it shows you how money is always important. So people, don't be lazy. Work hard and earn big bucks so you can spend all you want. So you can travel, so you ACTUALLY BE A REAL TYCOON, so you can have your own style, so you can ride big expensive cars.

So.
If you ain't got no money, you can take your broke ass home.

Though, it would be okay for boys who work hard for money. I would still love you.

Love

How strangely this world functions;

Where a relationship is judged by its battle against the flow of time,
The compatibility of two beings,
The ability to prove ones affection to the other and
The need to prove ones love to the public and the society like
Guilty convicts before the jury and the judgement they behold.

Funny thing love is. You could think the world of someone,
But that means nothing unless that person loves you back.
The first kiss means nothing unless he/she kisses you back.Words so passionately spoken with unvanquished transposition

In your favour means nothing unless
He/She accepts them in the words of a song and sings it back to you melodiously.

Too often the thing you want most is the one thing you cannot have. Desire leaves us heartbroken. It wears us out. Desire can wreck your live but as tough as wanting something can be; The people who suffer the most; are those who dont know what they want.

After every one of my relationship falter, I'll make myself believe that I didn't deserve the opposite. Over time I realised, love teaches you the fundamentals of life. When you fall, you have to pick yourself up. When you feel lonely and think that you have no one by your side,you look for that very friend that you trust.

It teaches you how to analyse,who deserves your love and respect.

But a relationship is not based purely on love isn't it?

Like many people say,"Fate brings them together, trust and being understanding holds them together."

Love, in my opinion, is not a toy. I also think it requires a hell lot of respect. Love could also come to me as a candy. Wrapped in a perfectly shiny wrapper tasting ever delicious and yummy.
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is.

A heart no matter how broken, always manages to be broken again. Thats when you take a happy pill and hope that everything will be alright.

Better Left Unsaid

5 Things I Know About Ashik.

1. He is damn forgetful. I told him if he has a girlfriend, he's doomed.

2. He likes to appear offline. And then complain, he's bored. Go online la, people will chat with you if they can see you online.

3. He hates China's history just because he cannot remember their names.

4. He burnt a girl's hand during his Chemistry practical during his secondary school days. Abusive siaaa.

5. He thinks Lampard is gay. It takes one to know one.

I'm not sharing what I did today. Cos, I don't know, some things are better left unsaid?

I'm flying off

I'm flying away. Yey. Haha okay, seriously?!?! I just found out about Ashik today that he says its difficult to talk on the phone for too long.

=_=

cos, he says he gets thirsty easily. Omggg like seriously wtf?! LOL. I said eeyer you're so boring. He says he has no energy to talk as well. I told him that is because you talk to boring people; that's why you cant wait to hang up. He has this friend Shahed as well - sorry dude I don't even know you but Ashik tells me you're gay, you call him up just to talk on the phone. You should seriously hunt down Ashik.

Malaysia, yes yes, I'm flying over to Malaysia this weekend, cos I told Daddy I'm bored in Singapore and I want a mini holiday alone. The nearest he allowed me to go was Malaysia.

I'm not exactly going alone. I asked my cool aunt to accompany me. And I have relatives there. So it would be fun. Sadly it's only for a few days cos I have school next week. But sooooo? Daddy gave me his credit card to shop there. Lucky bitch. Haha. I'll buy deserving people gifts okay?

Today I woke up late, met a few friends and went to Geylang. F wanted to buy Baju Kebaya for Hari Raya. That didn't take long. We bought food, went somewhere near coffee bean to eat. Hang out, talk, smiles and laughter. I love friends.

F & R

Friends - A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

I woke up by the ringing of my cell. It was kinda annoying. Haha, so I put it on silent. The person texted me, don't put your phone on silent. That kinda made me oh, you know.. Smart guy. Woke up, had to settle a few things and I'm glad it's all over. Because, I am so damn tired about this whole thing. I just wanna get over it and live my life peacefully, please.

Met Fatin and Reza at Dhoby Ghaut. Boy, R was damn funny making jokes about; stuff. Seriously, he can be damn sarcastic and funny you know that boy. F and me were suppose to go to work. But we were really late, so once again we ditched work. I realise, work is boring and since I don't need cash, I'mma not gonna work til I'm done with school. Lazyyy. We decided to play pool so we went to Marina Square.

At Marina Square, we passed by a shoe shop. I decided to go in, tried a few pairs. I asked F to try on a few too. She slipped her feet onto a pair of gorgeous heels. But she said, she didn't bring much cash today so I said, it's okay that's my treat! After all she went through with me, I think she deserves lots and lots of shoes. I bought myself a pair too. For fun. Haha. We took too long so we cancelled playing pool and decided to go have dinner. Went to Marina Square foodcourt. I had fun just hanging out and laughing and gossipping and bitching and taking pictures and just smiling along with them. I love you both.

Man U VS Liverpool

Man U VS Liverpool.
Ashik VS Lisa.

Okay, I love Neyo's Closer. Chris Brown's Forever. Akon's Dangerous. Rihanna's Disturbia. If you must falter, Be Wise.

Haha. This post is especially for Man U fan's like my dearest friend Ashik, who supports Man U but they played so terribly; they lost to Liverpool. Awww.

2-1

That's the score thanks to Ryan Babel.

Ashik said, Liverpool beat Man U after 5 years plus or something. I told him yeah well this year we made a bet and since I was destined to win. That's why they won.

And after that, Ashik, still unsatisfied, was so confident the match later on Man City VS Chelsea. He said this, no later you see. Man City VS Chelsea. Man City win 2-0. Haha. I said if Chelsea
wins he owes me 20 cents. If Man City wins, I'll pass him 20 cents.

So I stayed up to watch it. The score was 3-1. Chelsea wins. Ashik, you lost twice in a row to a girl. My favourite player, Frank Lampard, scored once! The one whom you said was gay. I know how to irritate Ashik. Keep talking about Chelsea and Lampard. But in return he annoys me with that fat guy and baby laughing emoticon. Purposely you know.

Ashik wanted to buy Lampard's jersey number 8 and burn it. I told him if I gave him a worn jersey of Lampard, I bet he would keep it. After all, Lampard siaaa.

I just reminded him he owes me 20 cents. He said don't worry, it will get even next week Chelsea VS Man U. I said we'll see boy. His reply was, sure. I can sense the tone.

Zouk

Zouk last weekend. I met old and made new friends. It was a last minute thing actually, we weren't dressed up for it AT ALL.

It started out with meeting Fatin for lunch before she head to work. That's when we decided to go Zouk. Super last minute. So F ditched work. We surprised Reza - F's boyfriend outside his workplace; was hoping R would come along as well but he couldn't promise.

We left, to meet Ian after that at Bugis. Boy, we to walk a lot just to collect his camera. He brought us to this place where it sells yummy beancurds next to his church. Such a darling cos he paid for us! We headed down to National Library after that, F wanted to return some books. Ian has never been there, yeah Mat what.

We headed down to skate park after that to meet another friend. He wanted me to check him out on the skateboard. We were there for about half an hour then we headed down to Zouk.

We were there kinda early. We were waiting outside, met Kenneth with his friends. I gave him a hug, sorta shock to see him. We caught up with each other a bit, Haha, he's reply to everything was, fcuk it fcuk it fcuk it, just fcuk it la. Haha! Thanks K.

I met Jasmine as well! She's working as the public relations/door bitch. That's what she said! Haha. Sean arrived soon after. So we went in, called Fate to come down to join us since she was near that area. F had to leave early to meet R. So we were one bitch down. Fate came and we all had a few drinks. We snap some shots in the loo. So Sean was left out. Hahaha.

Someone actually chatted me up, I swear he had the most impressive pick up line ever! But he found out that he knew TNI personally, so sadly, he backed off. WTF. Seriously?!?! But it's okay. I don't want to get too close to anyone in the small circle as well.

We drank up. Had a few dance and we decided to leave. We took cab - I'm a whole lot more richer after my break up. Uh-huh. I was dead tired after a long day. But I couldn't resist the computer. Spent an hour talking to Ashik and went to bed. We made a bet about the Man U Vs Liverpool game. We'll see.

So this is New, This Is Real

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be now.

For starters, someone hacked into my old blog. So I created a new one. I'm glad this is new and this domain doesn't leave any trails of memories/reminders of unwanted people in my life. Although I went through a major change recently, I realise, the more things change the more they stay the same. I don't wish bad things, but I don't wish you well either.

I learnt to just forget without even forgiving. Why bother forgiving and patching things up when you don't benefit my future? Exactly. So we can hate for all I care. I, just like all humans, struggle with my imperfections daily and therefore incapable of knowing every solution to every problem alone.

Bless you for reading. Cheers!