I miss Sufardi so much. I cried the other night. Because, I miss him terribly til it hurts. Are you sick and tired and reading.... I MISS SUFARDI? Haha, fcuk it. This is my blog. I can write whatever I want.
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I think and think and think.
I have 2 solutions:
1. It's April 2nd today. Mum will be here, til April 7th. I will be going to newcastle til April 12th. Then study study study study study til May 22nd, that's like... 4o days later of being alone. Though I would have my flat mate. So I won't be alone.
Well May 22nd, I WANT SUFARDI TO COME VISIT ME. Til like the 30th. That's my holiday. I want him to come. He doesn't have to pay for accomodation, food. He can stay at my place and I have lots of food at home. I'll take him all over London.
Baby.....come visit me and have a great holiday here. Be with me in London.
OR
2. Since he doesn't have to pay for accomodation and food, and Singapore passport allows you to come to UK for 6 months on a tourist VISA, I told him, since I'll be here for another 4 -5 months only. You could come. Stay with me, til I go home.
Stay with me for 5 months in the UK. Be with me. Quit your job. QUIT.
First thing he asked was, "who's gonna take care of my parents?"
I know this was an issue. So well yeah, I guess this is a big NO - NO. Sigh. But seriously, I wanted Sufardi to quit his job and stay with me in the UK for 5 months. I love him to the point, I am willing for him to move in with me here.
I hate, this situation. I wanna go cry now.
