SIN to LHR

HEYYYY People... I am blogging. From the UK. :))

But I am so tired. Because I just went through a 14 hours flight! It's damn crazy and tiring okay. Damnnn tiring. Like. 14 hours!

I travel Singapore Airlines of course. One of the best airlines in the world. Nice food, comfortable, all the latest movies. OMG, don't travel with budget airlines if you wanna travel far. You would so regret. SIA, is seriously the best.

We arrived airport around 11am. Check in, and stuff. Lee and Fate was there to send me off along with my family.

Hugs and tears........ I don't wanna talk.

Sufardi was suppose to send me off too! BUT fcukfcukfcuk, poor thing, his mum got admitted to the hospital this morning. So he couldn't make it. FCUK RIGHT. but nvm. I left SG crying. Kinda hoping it would be like the movies, where he would come running after me maybe even in the place, like he had to buy the cheapest ticket to anywhere but the fat,old,ugly lady at the counter would give him the most expensive and take such a long time. HAHA. But no, that didn't happen.


Okay so then, 14 hours flight. Finally, arrived. Picked up by the driver.

IT'S REALLY COLD HERE IN LONDON.

I'm leaving like sorta in a town house. I choose not to live at the college dorm because I want more privacy. So I'm staying at a private house, the owner, rents this house to students who studies in the UK. It has more privacy, and you can study more peacefully here.

So yeah, okay, did I mention my mum is here with me? I love her to bits and very grateful she's here. She's doing all the settling down for me. Like unpacking, cleaning the room, getting the toiletries, groceries. HAHA. Thank youuuu mummy. What would I do without you?!

Okay super jet lag. Bye.

Definitely, going.

On a bright Tuesday morning, (HAH, something you would use in secondary school) it was suddenly decided that I AM GOING TO London, they booked the air ticket and stuff and yes, I am definitely going London. After all that, I karaoke-d. Like, turned on the VCDs and sang songs. Tried calling the boyfriend but he wasn't answering because he was still sleeping.


I was bored. So I left home, and headed towards my boyfriend place. I forgot to inform him that I left the house, and he called me halfway and when he found out I left the house without informing him, he wasn't that please. So I apologised.


It was such a hot day, so I took a cab from Jurong East MRT to Teban Gardens. It was like around 5 plus, and I passed him a 10 dollars note, and the change returned back to me was all coins. Bloody hell.


I finally reached his mum's shop and waited there for him. After awhile, he came down. I said goodbye to his aunt and have his mum a hug. Wow, that's the first.


So we took 143 and headed to town. The journey was like about an hour and a half. We alighted somewhere near Far East because I wanted to eat the chicken rice at Cahaya.

After dinner, we headed down to Shaw House and went to catch Dragonball the movie. It was okayyy, it was, 5 out of 10 according to Sufardi.

We went home after that because I have a thousand things to do. I AM GOING LONDON!

Sufardi and I had our happy moments, today is our monthsaryyyy!!

Marley & Me

Sufardi came over at 4am last night. Because, he fell asleep after he got home. Well he hasn't had his fair share of sleep. So I forced myself to sleep as well.

And then at 4am he called me, apologising, because we were suppose to meet earlier but he overslept. For the ver first time, I said, no, honey, I'm too tired.

HAHA.

He was pretty damn pissed. I felt bad, so I asked him to come over. We drove around and I came back home at 6am. He told me we'll meet again around noon. (:

At 10am, I think he texted me but I didn't reply. And he called my house. My sister came rushing to the room, "Kaklisa, wake up there is some Chinese guy calling you!"

HAHA. Usually when someone tells you that, you instantly....WAKE UP, and clear your throat and try your best to sound like you were awake and fresh the whole time. But I knew... I knew who's calling. And when I answered, I put on my most sleepiest voice ever.

And my boyfriend, "Hi, I'm calling from St James Power Station....." Mangkuk!

I smiled at that moment. Haha, Seriously, THAT. made. me. smile. Entahhh la... it puts a smile and it cheers me up laa... and made my dayyyy.

We got ready and drove Sabrina to Dover MRT to check out her laptops. And we went to have lunch at Subway at Dhoby Ghaut. Sayang had to foot long you know. And he wasn't even full. And then we headed back home.

At home, baby played the internet. And said something to upset me. And...

I have a problem, I CRY A LOT. Not that I am sensitive, but it's when someone upsets me over something, and that something would upset anyone, everyone, different people would react to different situations in different ways right?

Like, if someone were to call you, a JERK, (for example) Person A would go, - It takes one to know one? Person B would go - well, thank you. Person C- would just smile and walk away. Person D would - CRY.

HAHA, I am person D. I cry and cry and cry everytime I'm hurt. Once Praba said, you cry too much I feel like at times, I don't pity you anymore. -.-

So anyways, during that moment right, I was expecting, all those predictable stuff like, my boyfriend to console me, and say stuff like, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have this that, I would stay by your side, or like....come here, and then kisses my forehead, everything would remain very serious and sad.

But Sufardi, wahhhttt the hell. He laughs you know. Like, when I'm crying he would laugh!! I WAS REALLY PISSED at first. But what the hell, he laughs, because he teases me, and make real corny and lame jokes, and fcuk it cheered me up. OKAYYY I CAN'T EXPLAIN. BUT!!!! I was amazed on how, different this guy's approach on cheering LISA up 101.

Unpredictable. It's just different. It's funny. It's good. It wasn't like the usual console method. Interesting.

He's different, he's interesting, he's funny, he knows me so well, and he was really patient. Like I was crying and whining yet he still had a smile on his face. Sufardi, what's next eyyyyyyy...

And then we went out to go have dinner at Northpoint's foodcourt, the famous Indian stall. Quite expensive but nice la. And then we walked around and went to watch movies, - Marley & Me. Oh boy, marriage life with kids are so difficult.

Okayyy, I'm done blogging. Sufardi is staying over. And I think I wanna sleep, I'll just let him play the computer after this. Goodnight lovelys.

Kellyyyyyy

I woke up feeling all lazy.

My friend begged me to follow her to this career thing at Suntec. And she's 23 and she's dating a 17 year old................umms....okay....merepekzzz sakzzz.. Sorry I really had to say that.

Anyways, I met Kelly and Tri after that at Suntec as well. We took a cab to St James because we were planning to have dinner at Station Kitchen. I met my boyfriend. Since he works there, we were able to get the staff discount. He said, when you ask for the bill, just mention you are the CSO's wife. HAHA. I told this to Kelly and Tri and they were like, WOW, Mrs Sufardi. They teased me a lot and said how lucky I am. And it's good that he is very serious with me.

Kelly brought someone for dinner. Angus - he's a decent chap from the UK. He was very nice and funny. And Kelly looked as if she was really hitting it off with him. After dinner we went to Dragonfly and got us all free entry. Once again, thanks baby. He's the sweetest.

He actually allowed me to stay the whole night. But he didn't allow me to drink. So I didn't. It's like good enough he allowed me, so, don't take advantage of it. He already said, DON'T DRINK. So I didn't drink.

We went to Movida and had a few dance. After everything, Kelly left with Angus. Tri left too after awhile. I went to Mono, I had a few drinks. GREEN TEA only. HAHA, And had some chicken and fries, and sang a few songs in the Karaoke room. I was very tired. But I was happy. Happy I was near Sufardi. In the same building as Sufardi. Get to meet Sufardi. Get to go home with Sufardi.

Later on, he picked me up in his car. He was wearing his CD uniform because he had to go back to camp later on. Oh boy, was it tight. I sure wanted to rip it off him man. I change my mind. Firemen are the hottest. They deal with fire, they're the hottest. Actually I've always thought men in uniform were hot, but thing is, usually firemen, they like teasing girls, that's why I've always not fancied them. But I fancy my personal, firemen, bouncer, boyfriend. I'm so lucky.

makcik siput nieeeeee

I woke up at 7am to follow my parents to work. I needed to get some documents and I headed to the UK VISA Application Centre. I wanted to pass them some additional documents. But they wouldn't accept it.

I was ooberly sad. I have a feeling my VISA would be rejected. Sigh.

And so I called my aunt that is staying at Jurong West. I went to her place. And she brought me out to shopping at Metro. I bought 3 tops and 3 pants for myself. And shirts for Sabrina.

We headed back to her place again. I fell asleep for awhile. Oh boy, I sure needed that short nap. And then I got ready because I had dinner plans with my girls from MDIS.

First, we picked up my uncle from CDA and then she sent me all the way to Vivo. It's an irony Farhanah picked Vivo as our dinner venue because, I get to be very near Sufardi. (:

Since I was carrying too many shopping bags, I went to St James to put my stuff first in the locker. So I could walk without having to worry about my bags. Otherwise I will be like, makcik Siput again.

I passed by Boiler, and I bumped into Gene. He was working at Tiger Live. Said hello and went to meet my friends. Farhanah, Pretty and Diyana at Vivo and we had dinner at Breeks. It was nice just hanging out. Pretty and I had the club sandwich, F had the lasagna and D had the salmon pocket toast.

Pretty passed me some chocolates as a gift! Farhanah passed me a bear, with a mug inside and a keychain!! AWFULLY SWEET of them. That's like my going away gift. SO SWEET. I love them.

So then I was carrying 2 extra bags. And when I came back to St James, I met my boyfriend for awhile. And I took the rest of my stuff. My boyfriend himself called me makcik siput. HAHA. Siak jerrr. Hahahahhahahaha.

But he was very sweet like tryin` to put everything together so I would have to carry less bags.

I was so tired on the way back home.

I am Serious

Yesterday, Sufardi picked me up around 2am. We went for supper at Northpoint's Mcdonald. After supper we drove around Yishun. He sent me back home around 6am.

I woke up around 10am to go submit my VISA application again. It took such a long time. And I was suppose to meet kelly for lunch but I couldn't because it was really draggy. Fcuken annoying. I had to cancel on Kelly. Sorry Kels.

After that, I met the girls for tea. Lee and Fate I mean. But Fate said she was hungry so we went to eat at Cahaya at Far East. HAHA. We were talking about the whole 'malay' thing. And then after awhile, THEN, I realise, SHITT, I so wasn't aware of my environment.
:/

Haha. So we decided to make a move. To McCafe at Shaw Towers. Yeah, there, we had our usual tea and chocolate drinks. Just hanging out and sharing our stories about each other's life. Lee - Farkhan, Fate - Iman and Lis - Sufardi.

Haha. Everyone has someone now. Back then, everyone was single or unsure about their love. Now, Lee says she's willing to spend the rest of her life with Farkhan. And Fate, has someone to love and hold.

And Lis? You ask. Well, Lis loves Sufardi. And, no one can have Sufardi. And Lis, has already made up her mind, that this would be IT for her. Just like how Lee has made up her mind too. So YES, I am serious about Sufardi okay. Fcuk you if you want him.

Explanations

I woke up at 10am this morning. I kinda liked waking up early. Maybe it's cos I don't need to rush and I won't be late.

So I took my time and met Ariffah at 1pm. It was nice seeing her after such a longgg time. We met at Golden Village and bought movie tickets - He's just not that into you. We had lunch before our movie at Burger King. Ariffah's treat. Since, I am leaving. We caught up, and shared everything.

I shared how, I got cheated on my Praba. How I met Ashik and things didn't work out. How I hated love, and never wanted to fall in love again and never believed in love but somehow my handsome boyfriend appeared in my life and managed to crawl his way through my heart and won it.

How I met Sufardi, How I fell in love with Sufardi, How Sufardi chased after me, How Sufardi first proposed to me to be his girlfriend at Esplanade and How my dating days with Sufardi were.

Ariffah said, (with a disgusted face) no offence, but both your previous ex-es were so ugly. This one....CUTEEEE.

Haha. So far everyone finds Sufardi cute. That's the problem when you date a cute guy. They turn heads. They attract attention. And now that I am leaving....................... You all know I got cheated on............... I've got trust issues.

Like, back then, I didn't care. I didn't care when girls look at my boyfriends, I would never grab or hold them just to show that I'm his girlfriend. My mindset - look all you want, he's next to me. Not you.

And probably I trusted the guys I date so much, like maybe yeah, they enjoy the attention but they would never smile or wink to other girls behind my back.

But when I was like that, all that trust and love for Praba. That fcuking Sarah used to be so close to him in front of me, clearly disrespecting the fact that I was his girlfriend. I still wouldn't bother. My mindset - flirt all you want, he would never bother and would still love me. All that trust and all that confidence. And yet, Praba cheated on me with Sarah.

But hey, once when I was with Praba and some girl told me she was attracted to him, oh boy that girl got hell from me. Even Sarah got hell from me. She's still so afraid of me. She would fret like hell if she thought it was me on the streets. HAH. So seriously, don't mess with the person I'm dating. SG or UK. I tell you, you don't wanna see that side of me.

When I date someone, I make sure this guy is really worth it and won't do anything behind my back. Like, this guy would not be nonsense. Like, he wouldn't be so gatal. I analyze first.

I sure do analyze them.

So yes, with Sufardi, well, honestly? He has done a few things that got me all suspicious and lost trust in him. And goodness, sometimes he's like caught red-handed you know, but here's the thing, if you know him well enough, you listen to his explanation, you would know whether it's the truth or not.

Sometimes, I know he ain't telling the truth, little little white lies that doesn't hurt the relationship. It's okay. But when he's caught with something serious, I hear his explanation, sometimes it's a whole load of crap, seriously. But it's him you know, it's Sufardi. Like, yeah Sufardi is the type that is like this that this that.

You've gotta know him well. And in my case, this isn't complaining about Sufardi or showing you all his bad points. Mind you, his imperfections and flaws are nothing compared to his care, concern and endless love for me. This is just teling you, nobody's perfect and they make mistakes and if you know someone well, you will go, it's okay, he's like that, I understand. At the end of the day, he's not a bad guy.

I choose to love Sufardi, and I have to accept him the way he is. And the way he is? Just the way I like it with lots of sugar on top.

Role Model

Before I went to sleep last night, I asked Dalia out again tomorrow. Her boyfriend is in camp and probably busy and her friends might not be coming over. And I really wanted to catch a movie. I mean, initially, I asked Sufardi. But he said he starts work at 6pm, so yeah it would be very tiring and rushing for him.

So I asked Dalia. And she said okay. Cos she needs to get shoes for work as well.I met her at 1pm. And we headed to Bugis to get her shoes. And then to Sim Lim to get my laptop battery. And then took a bus to Vivo to watch movies there and check out winter clothes. We bought tickets first at GV for the movie Role Model. It was funny la...

And then we had lunch at LJS again. HAHA. And walked around to search for my winter clothes.

Movie ended around 7pm and we headed to Dragonfly to meet my boyfriend. We were on the way to the toilet and I bumped into my boyfriend. I was sooooooooooooo happyyyyyyyyyyy. I was like Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. OMG. I miss him. My sexy boyfriend. Haha.

I said, lemme go toilet first I'll talk to you later when I'm done.

So after everything, I introduced Dalia to him and I talked to him for awhile and left. We headed to Vivo again and walked around and finally I saw nice jackets at ZARA. Yes, so lovely. Looked up a lovely restaurant that just opened up at Vivo and I saw a necklace I wanna buyyyy.

Dalia bought some work related stuff and then we had dinner at Subway and headed home. I'm tired. Super tired. I watched American Idol, filled in the Visa application, checked it. And blog. Now, I'm ending it and I'm going to sleep.

Boy, I do babble a lot.Wait. Movies I want to catch.

- He's just not that into you
- The Pink Panther 2
- New In Town
- Marley and Me
- Slumdog Millionaire

Daliaaaaaaaaaa

Today, Ms Tan is finally back in SG. She called at 10am saying she has received my Acceptance letter and we should fill in my VISA application rightaway. So I went down to Insworld and did all the neccessary.

After that, met Dalia at Little India and we headed to Dhoby Ghaut and had lunch at LJS. Caught up on our lives. Especially our love lives. Because, the last time we met, we were single. Now, we're both attached.

I wasn't feeling well. But I had to go over to my aunt's place to collect some documents regarding my VISA left at her place. So I headed to Jurong West. I was so sick in the train til someone actually gave up his seat for me. HAHA.I met my aunt and we picked up my uncle at the Civil Defence Academy, he works as some Enchik there and then she drove me home. I just knocked out that night. Super tired. I love Sufardi by the way. Hehe.

Boring but Impressive

Sufardi baby stayed over last night. We watched TV. As in, HE - watches AXN, National Geographic and Discovery Channel. I think that's impressive. HAHA. Because, I myself don't watch all these channels. Though, my father always stresses at the fact that, these channels are good.

So, good. So, I hope when Sufardi, finally meet my parents, and they are comfortable with him being at home, and he turns on the TV when he arrives, he would turn it on, to an impressive channel? HAHA.

Impressive channel? WTH. This is the name of these boring channels. Impressive channels. It attracts my parents and I.

My parents and I are attracted to these impressive channels because they are boring. -.-

Okay, seriously I don't know what the hell I am babbling about. -.- (I like giving that look) I tend to stop halfway during a conversation and whisper to my friends, "eh did I sound very makcik? Or eh when I gave you that look, did I looked very slenger?" Self concious. Yeah, I'm very self conscious. Like, at times when I put in effort on myself, and at a well-known enviroinment, I have to admit, I worry about myself too much.

Okayyyy WTH so, back to...umms... wait lemme check. OH OKAY. He was watching AXN. Uhh, and we went upstairs, cos I was realllyyy damn bloody tired. He turned on my laptop and played youtube and watched a whole lot of videos while I fell asleep.

The next day, we woke up around 3pm. We both got ready because he needed to go work and I needed to go tuition.

He told me, I was snoring last night and waking up constantly to check up on him. And, haha, yes, well, I was very very very tired last night. I knew I would snore. And I remember waking up constantly because I felt bad that he stayed over but I slept first.

Anyways, we went to Cavana for I dunno actually, LUNCH OR DINNER, IT WAS AT 5PM. Uh-huh. It was nice and funny there. Really, he was being awfully sweet. It was his treat by the way. And after all that smiles, laughter, teases, hugs and kisses, I felt happy.

So I made my way to tuition with a great smile on my face and a perfect glow on my skin. I'm not pregnant la. Just happy. -,-

After tuition, I met Deeyah. We had dinner at KFC. I didn't want to eat. But she forced me to. It was her treat! Very sweet of herrrr. I have not spent much time with her sakzzz. I feel like I need to go out more with her especially.

We talked, caught up. Took a train to Yishun, walked her to Burker King where she needed to meet another friend to study. That sure wasn't enough man. I need to see more of her. Okay I think. I am gonna stop here. Because I am tired.

Sufardi is hot. Mmwahhh!

Boyfriennnndddd........

I went Bar None with Ardi yesterday.

He picked me up in his car around 1am. I love him. So sweet.

And when we arrived, I met up with Nor, Sab, Maya and Dino.

So anyways, I hung out with Nor, talked and talked. It was nice, like being able to talk to Nor and Ardi was there as well. Because if it was at Powerhouse where I would always meet Nor, Ardi would not allow me to stay longer and make me go home. But since Ardi was there that night, it was much more comfortable and relaxing to be hanging out at Bar None with the girlfriends and boyfriend with his guy friends.

I drank. And after awhile, I was really high. After Bar None, we went to the Living Room. Just in time for David Guetta's - Love is Gone. Niceeee. After that I asked him, "wanna head home?" (:

The ride home in the car was so awesome. ((:

I woke up around noon the next day. My cousin - Kakdiana, wanted me to accompany her to Far East to do the eyelash extensions and her hair. We went there by cab and had lunch at Cahaya. We both had chicken rice. Then we did her stuff. We went shopping for baby clothes at Isetan and DFS - Galleria. I was dead tired by then. (Since I didn't sleep last night)

After everything, I went tuition though I was dead dead dead tired. I actually fell asleep while they were doing their work. Damnn tired. And then when I woke up, they started talking about fishing. -.-

That's why I always enjoy tuition.

I went home by bus. Cos I was low on ez-link value. I watched American Idol during dinner and now I'm blogging. Goodnights.

P.S. my relationship is going superb these days. He's been the sweetest. I'm gonna miss him.

Valentine's Gifts

Okay, I'm damn proud of myself. You wanna know why? Continue reading. *grins.

Today was the day, I would finalise my boyfriend's Valentine's present! Haha. Well, I wouldn't be getting anything for sho'. Cos Sufardi doesn't celebrate Valentine's. But heyyy, I do! ((:

And just because he isn't gonna get me anything, doesn't mean I cannot get him anything right. Because he thinks, I am not gonna get him anything. But actually, I am. I did. I like getting him something. I am sucker for surprises - being surprised or surprising someone. ((:

So I woke up around noon, and wrote down the list of things to do during lunch. I went to the photo shop downstairs and developed my favourite photo of us, bought wrapping paper and collected my dress.

I went home, turned on my favourite Dragonfly hits really loudly and got to work. I took out the heart shaped box and filled it with - eclairs, mars bars, cadbury, mnms and timeout. I added a 'love' and 'someone special' card. And then I took out ribbons and wrapped in around the box. It looked really pretty!

Then my favourite song was being played, Dancing to my favourite song. It's so house.Next, I wrapped the perfume I got him. And then, I placed the photo I developed on the photoframe. I took pictures of my presents. I placed it all in a nice big black bag and filled it up with Oreo Cookies, still wrapped of course. Hah.

But I was still having problems on when to pass it to him, because I have my family dinner tmr night itself on V-day. So how? Sigh. The only way is tonight, I could pass him after the clock strikes midnight.

During dinner, I casually mentioned, how cool it would be if I could stay at The Shangri - La Sentosa tonight, since there would be dinner there tmr. And my dad replied, "go book a room ah, stay there."

I went like, "really???!?!?!!?"

He nodded.

I excused myself and called the hotel. I booked for 2 nights. So I will be here til Sunday. After dinner, I packed. Daddy sent me there. I settled myself in. The hotel is really nice. Really really really damnnn nice. Pretty.

Dad left, and I had the room to myself. I took a shower and thankfully I was smart enought to bring the gifts, I headed down to St James! Yeyyy. I didn't even have to pay for expensive cab fare. Like sentosa and st james are like what, 5 minutes apart?

I met baby and passed him his gifts. He was busy though. Friday night. Sigh. Didn't have much time with him. I went upstairs to Mono2 to get some drinks foc hehe, from Bear. Headed back to the hotel. Cab fare was like what, 7 bucks only.

Oh, if you read my previous post, I told you I met stranger right, and stranger said, why stranger has been distant right? Story cut short - stranger's fcuking jerk bloody jerk partner doesn't allow stranger to mix with us. It's either love or friends. Fcukfcukfcuk. fcukyou jerk. I am so pissed. I hate you.

I'll say it again, I HATE REZA SUHAIDI!

I love Sufardi though. I lovelovelove you Sufardi.

Stranger

Learn. You watch and you learn.

I woke up around noon. Not that early. Hahaha. I had Mee Siam for breakfast. I realise. I like to give you full details of my day. Like, come to think of it, who the hell would care which Mee I had for breakfast. Yesterday, it was Mee Soto and today Mee Siam.

I feel moronic. I do. My condolences Lis. Right.

So anyways, I met my boyfriend for lunch at Causeway point at Cafe Gallilee. Big mistake eating there. Because, the food wasn't nice at all. He actually went like, " the chicken ain't fresh....blablabla." I'm thinking, "this man, really knows his food shux."

He bought some chocolate cake as well. I didn't want it. But he kept feeding me. My god, he's like fattening me up, I swear. And then, after that, we shared ice cream at mcdonalds. Haha, the new cadbury one. I like today. I like. He would tease me a lot.

We headed to Harbourfront after that. Train ride - fun! We bought donuts at Vivo. He smoked at the linked bridge and then he left for work. I enjoyed today. Before he left, he said, "you jangan cakap I tak manja-manja dengan you, nie I dah peluk-peluk, cium-cium you, I saaayyyyaannnnggg youuuu. I tahu kadang-kadang perangai I macam sundal, I selalu buat you marah tapi I tak tahu kenapa I sayyaannggg you."

I was on cloud 9.

After that, I went to Daiso, to buy a big box, a paper bag and a photo frame. He still doesn't have a clue of what I'm planning for him. And then I headed to Harbourfront Centre which I bumped into this 'stranger.'

This stranger works there now. I hugged this stranger and held back my tears so badly.I couldn't say much, kept swallowing my saliva. I guess, some things, just, can never be replaced. Oh how I missed that stranger right now. I thought I could have this stranger replaced, but no. I don't think so. I know so actually. This stranger and I went for a smoke, but it was damn fcuking short. This stranger promised to tell me what happened tomorrow. I am all confused. I wanna write more. But I am still speechless and still thinking myself, what happened, what did I say, what did the stranger said, what the hell is going on. I don't know. I hate having bad memory. Really.

My boyfriend called me while I was with stranger. I told him I would have to give him a call back. At first, he was mad that I was really suspicious as if I did something behind his back. I told him who this stranger was and what happened. And he was the sweetest to be there for me telling me, the stranger would make things right again. I hope. I need the stranger. I am not threatening you stranger. But, if I leave SG, I wanna spend lots of days with you stranger. And please stick to your words, when you say you'll call, please call.

My Friday night

I woke up; still no text; nothing from the boyfriend. Suddenly, I found out he was with Ian. And then he asked, "do you wanna go out? I'll come pick you up."

So instead of getting mad, I said okay.

We drove to town and planned to have dinner at Far East. Shit happens.

I went to his place after that met up with his dad, to pass his birthday present - the watch. Uh-huh.

I spent my supposedly always cool Friday night with 2 50 year olds, who's son I'm dating who wasn't even there because he was working at St James. So, on a supposedly cool Friday night, I was at some coffee shop off penjuru road at Teban Gardens. That's how I spent my Friday night. And they fed me with Satay and 2 teh-o -s and chocolate cake.

I just got news on February 14th, Valentine's Day, my family is having a big dinner party and prayers at The Shangri La Sentosa. Hurray. This would make up for my uncool night, tonight. Such a cool hotel, cool venue, it's for Baby Ariel's(my cousin's who just gave birth kid) cukur rambut and doa selamat or something. Well, prayers la, and then, cool dinner party! ((:

Sexy, Can I?

I woke up at around 5pm today. I did my own stuff. Got ready. Because I wanted to meet my boyfriend. Especially after he shouted at me in front of everyone outside Dragonfly; main entrance area there. I wanted to know why.

"Why did you take me out last night all of a sudden?" I asked.

"I told you not to drink, you drink. And your friends, they're with too many guys. And they get touched a lot. I don't want you hanging out with them, getting touched a lot. And when you left the toilet, you were so near a commotion. While you were walking, someone almost hit you from the back. And I saw. Do you know how much THAT scared me?" Sufardi answered.

"I lost my mind uh sayang.. when I saw how someone's glass almost hit you! So when the commotion stopped, I just didn't want you to be there and go home where you would be much safer," he added.

"I'm sorry I shouted. But if you think about it, when I shouted, yes you were embarrass, but hey you don't know those people. As for me, I work there, some of those were regular customers and after you left, everyone asked me why I acted that way towards you. My reputation was on the line. But I didn't care. Your safety was all that mattered."

I didn't have the heart to screw him further more for embarrassing me. I let that matter go.

Boringggg sia powerhouse. I am done with clubbing for awhile. I club too much. Because my boyfriend works in a club. And I like going there, because, I like being very near my boyfriend.

Since it was boring, I left - to look for Sufardi. And there he was standing outside Dragonfly exit all handsome looking. Cute sia he. ((: He was covering for Giant while Giant take his 30 minutes break.

He finally came and we took a cab back home. He kissed me and he jerked back and asked me, "did you drink?"

"No," I answered."

Liar, I wasn't born yesterday and I work in a club for goodness sake," said Andi.

"Oh yeah! I had a little vodka lime. That's about it." I said.

"Smells like you drank much more," he said.Thankfully he let it passed and didn't ask any further.

I was high. So all I replied was, "Sexy, can I?" ;)

Embarrassed

Friday morning - Sufardi came over after work. As in, he went back home to shower and then he came down to Yishun in a cab. I was in pain. That monthly girl's thing was in the mood to torture me today. He was sweet enough - being there for me when I'm in pain.

So we fell asleep just laying in bed. He was tired from work and I was just really fatigue due to loss of too much blood.We woke up around 1pm and went to Northpoint to get some lunch. We went to Swensons. We had the Executive Set Lunch - umms, I had the Pasta and he had the BBQ half Chicken. We walked around in Northpoint and he said, he was still tired so we went back home.

At home, we hung out for awhile and then he went back to sleep. Around 7pm, I woke him up cos he needed to get ready for work at 9pm. We had dinner at my place and I decided to send him off to work.

Kelly and I went to Movida and Boiler to hang out. After awhile Kelly left with a guy. And I was alone. Thankfully I met Zara and Irene.

Hanging out with them, was a total different thing. They went to Dragonfly where my boyfriend works. My boyfriend was very unwilling to let me enter because he felt like it was a crowded night and I might get into trouble. But he was sweet enough to put my bag at the Dragonfly reception counter so I don't have to put it in the locker. (:

Usually, when I club, with my friends or other people - we go together, we drink together, we hang out together, we dance together, we party together and we go home together in our group only.

We don't meet other guys and hope for them to buy us drinks. We don't expect to meet someone there and go home with someone else that we did not come with to the club.

But that night at Dragonfly, I saw how the people I was with, they were meeting different guys, introducing me to different guys, and made sure 1 guy would tend to me and buy me drinks. In return, I have to give them permission to touch me. Right?

But of course, I DID NOT LA. How can I? My boyfriend was right outside and if he sees anyone lay their hands on me, he would go berserk I tell you. He warned me to not drink. But at point of time, when I was seriously thirsty, I took a sip, he walked past me. Shitt. Shitt. Shitt. So I was caught drinking, when he already said, NO DRINKING.

And then later on, I went to the toilet. And when I was walking out, I was near a commotion. A whole line of bouncers was there outside including Sufardi. He told me to hurry up and walk and get away from there. So Zara and I went back to the spot. Suddenly, my boyfriend, shined his torchlight at me. My goodnesssss. So embarrassing. He pulled me out. Everyone looked at me. He took my bag, and shouted at me to GO HOME. Everyone looked sia. Everyone. I was so embarrassed.

That's what you get for dating a bouncer. You can never club somewhere else because they feel that what if something bad that happened in their club happens at the other club? And if you actually club at their place, you can never club in peace. They would constantly check up on you. And when you do something wrong, they would shine their torchlight on you. Ugh, I've been 'torchlight' twice already. Sway okay.

But you know, it’s not a bad thing. It’s actually a good thing that they care for you. I love him.

Issues

Fate and I woke up at around noon after last night's partying.

Haha, we arrived back home around 5am.Well, the plan was to meet my boyfriend there and party right? And to find out, my boyfriend actually took off just to spend time with me. So I was pretty upset that he wasn't working the night I'm partying there.

We were there around 11pm and it was a good crowd. I met Bear at the back entrance of Dragonfly and asked for change. Fate was there, and I could see how akward he felt.

I was still feeling like fxyzxyzxyzxyzck that my boyfriend wasn't there. BUT he actually, told his good friend - Firdaus - one of the bouncers there to keep an eye on me. I couldn't club in peace. Because, his eyes were on me THE WHOLE TIME! Like, REALLLLLYYYY.

I didn't go up the podium. But I was offered time and time again to go up, I didn't dare.

There was this one moment - this guy on the podium, he was wearing a hat; he actually put it on me; I turned to look at Firdaus. Again another disapproving look. I had it on me for awhile for courtesy sake and gave it back after another glance at Apai with another disapproving look.

And the most embarrassing one was, some guy was trying to dance with me. Wow, Apai came all the way and literally 'TORCHLIGHT' me. Like, I was dancing, and suddenly, light just shined on my face and the guy close to me.

At 4am party ended. And that's how we ended up taking a cab back home and arriving at 5am.

So after being awake at noon, Fate went back home. Lee wanted to pierce her belly today. So we all met up at town. After Lee pierced, they followed me shopping. In 15 minutes, I managed to buy a Guess handbag and a Goldlion wallet for my boyfriend.

All of us had to rush back home and we went back home together because, Lee stays in Jurong West, Fate - CCK and I'm meeting my boyfriend at Teban Gardens.

I met my boyfriend. And actually hung out with his family. Cool. They were that comfortable to tease me a lot.

I followed my boyfriend to work. And before work, he actually poured out his feelings towards me. Like how much he missed me while I was gone (yeah our first meeting ever since I got back.) He told me how serious he was about me.

I know he said he is serious about me. But how serious?

Serious - "I love you so much right now and would never do anything to hurt you and when you're gone, I miss you like hell but if one day we don't make it due to serious issues then we have to accept it." serious?

Or.

Serious - "I love and will love you til the end of time and you are my last, I don't want anyone else. And I wanna spend the rest of my life with you and grow old together. And I will do whatever it takes to keep this promise. Because, I wanna marry you" serious?

I know; you say. ASK HIM.

And another issue is;

Are you usually this serious with EVERY GIRL YOU DATE? Did you want to marry every girl you fell in love with?

Too many issues, so I need tissues.

Party

Heyy, Okay, todayyy, I'm going to party at my boyfriend's workplace. St James. That's the only place I'm allowed to anyway.

Besides, today is Wednesday - Ladies Night. Doesn't matter for me anyways, I get free entry ladies or no ladies night.I woke up in time for lunch. That mother of mine. Got me all jealous again. -.-

Yesterday, she just bought a Cartier handbag right, you all saw it at the bottom parts of the page. Todayyy, she bought a gorgeous grey totebag from Braun Buffel. The cost, don't ask. Feed you for 2 months as well. Or more uhh.2 expensive bags in 2 days. I'm so jealous. But sheesh, it's her greens anyway.

My dad went shopping as well. Bought clothes at Tangs.

Anyways, my plans are;-

1. go tuition
2. meet fate
3. go party.

Meet my boyfriend. And go back home with him. (:

Where to Eat

I rang Fate the moment I woke up. That was noon? Yeah.

Plans - meet at 5pm. Why? Fate has chores - clean the kitchen. How adorable and cute Fate!

I had lunch. Watched Desperate Housewives online. I'm at Season 5 Episode 9. It's damn bloody hell interesting.

So at 3pm, when I wanted to get ready; my boyfriend called. He just woke up. After such a long time of not being on the phone (he's always working at night and when he isn't, he's always with me), it was nice to talk for quite awhile from 3pm to 4.30pm. Not long but 1.5 hours on the phone is very precious to us. I was veryyyy happy we were able to at least talk for THAT long.

SoI texted Fate, "can I meet you at 6pm instead of 5pm?"

She replied, "okay."

So we hung up at around half past 4 and after I took a shower, I received a call from Cik Nor - Josh & Noah's mother. She said, "Noah needs you to come over today; he has a lot of homework."

I didn't have the guts to say - No? I have plans.

Instead, I said, "Okay, I'll come down rightaway."

I called Fate immediately, "Can I meet you at 8pm instead?"

"Why?"I explained the situation.

"Well, okay Lis."

That's what I like about her. She's not fussy at all.

So I arrived tuition at 5.30pm. He had to do 18 pages of problem sums to be handed in by tomorrow given just today.

So I finished at 7pm and rushed to meet Fate at 8pm. We had dinner at Sakura at Far East. Went to that shop at Far East that sells nice covers for notebooks cos I wanted to get an organiser. They didn't have the one that has my favourite design. So I pre-ordered it.

It's pretty expensive I must say for an organiser/planner.

Fate and I went to Wisma after that to check out Sony MP4 chargers. And then went back home. I had a blast - gossipping and sharing stories.

Later at night, I spoke to Ian on the phone. Hahahaha. We were talking about nice places to eat.

Top 10 places.

1. Kebab at a restaurant at Peace Centre
2. Tahui somewhere near Ian's church - Dhoby Ghaut
3. Chicken Wing at Novena Food Centre
4. Mee Goreng at West Coast
5. Indonesian Food - Esteller 77
6. Cafe Iguana
7. The Loof at the Roof Top somewhere near CHIJMES
8. The Pub at Swissotel at the highest floor
9. Nasi Lemak somewhere at Jurong near his Grandma's place
10. The Cheese Prata Shop at Pasir Panjang Road

I did so much talking, I got really tired at 3am and I fell asleep.

The Chase

I went to the hospital today after I found out my cousin - Diana gave birth to a beautiful baby girl a little after midnight last night at Thomson Medical Centre. So yeah, I went there to visit her. I saw her baby girl - Nur Ariel Erica. Very pretty I tell you.

I left and took 143 all the way to Teban Gardens where Sufardi stays. Before I met him, I met up with Farhanah first. Hang out for awhile and gossip at Sufardi's mum's shop near that area.I followed her back home since baby wasn't there yet. On my way back, there were two indian guys on motorbike following me. I was so scared. I ran and my shoes tore! FUCK. I was left stranded behind the coffee shop. Damn embarrassing. I called Farhanah to borrow any footwear. Anything will do. And she gave me a pair of sandals that was so flat and old. Haha! But I was thankful okayyyyyy!! But it was so painful to walk in it. My feet hurts til now.

Baby and I went to Jurong Point to search for his mp4 charger but couldn't get one. We went Jurong East and he treated me to Pizza and Pasta. So sweet.

And we went back home. My feet hurts. I need some hot water on it.