The Sweetest

I slept around 3 plus last night and woke up at 10am. I called Insworld to confirm the right amount to be wired to the school in UK. Once I have confirmed it, I informed Daddy and he wired the amount right away.

My maid asked me what should she cook for dinner today. I said, "Mee Soto, cook for me all these nice food that I love before I leave for the UK." - in malay of course. Haha.

I followed my maid to the shops - she wanted to buy the ingredients for mee soto. I bought the ingredients for chocolate chip cookies, I made copies of my results and certificates, I bought cd-r, I developed 2 pictures of us in wallet size while my maid did her grocery shopping.I went back home and helped my maid cook. I cleared my folders of my results and certificates and arranged them in alphabetical orders. I burned songs onto the CD for my boyfriend so he could have it in his car. I put the picture of us in my bag so I would bring it later. And I baked my cookies.

Around 4pm, my boyfriend picked me up and we went to his place to eat at his Mum's shop.

And then we went upstairs to his place, and hung out and he got ready for work. Time wasn't on our side uhhh todayy.

Car ride was nice. He was being so lovely towards me. Very patient and lovely. And then when we arrived at St James, I needed to pee, so I actually went inside Dragonfly with my slippers. Haha. And then, he said, "sayang jangan balik dulu please? stay sini sekejap." (THAT'S THE FIRST!)

So I stayed and after he punch in for work, put on his jacket, we hung out in his car for awhile. He said the nicest things. And we hugged and kissed. Tears ran down both our cheeks. And the nicest thing ever that happened, was when, he kissed my forehead.

Well yeah, he has kissed my forehead before. But that 2 kisses on the forehead just now felt so nice. I actually felt really blessed and happy. I felt the love. I felt all the magical feeling.

Did I mention? My boyfriend. is willing to wait for me for like 3 years, he says he wants to take down my family's contact number, and will pass me all his personal details, and his family's contact number and everything. And he's gonna get internet and a laptop just to contact me through msn and phone.

So hey, story cut short, I am gonna have a long distance relationship because his mum told him to save money while I'm gone and when I come back, his 26 and I'm 23, right timing for.... permanency.

After that, I met Fatin at her workplace, passed her, her birthday gift from Fate and I. That Reza was there. Moron. She actually said, being friends with us would affect her relationship and she loves her boyfriend so much, she wouldn't allow anything to affect the relationship.

WHATEVER LA K.

Still, I told her I'm leaving first week of March and she.... well, said we would go out one day. And so I left, before I bump into that pathetic moron. Seriously.My boyfriend was so nice, like before I went he told me not to be sad if Fatin were to, maybe not accept the gift, he said, just be brave, and after everything, he called me, asking me how was everything, even though he was busy at work. And he spoke very softly, very well - mannered, very nice.

And I said, thanks and how I am lucky to have him. His reply - "the way you say things are like as if you are going to probably leave me one day for good."

I said, No, I wouldn't. And he replied, "Sayang, I have made up my mind. That I really want you in my life forever. Although I don't really show my love towards you, but in my heart, there's your name; engraved. Sometimes I can't even find the right words to say how much I love you. But just now? That kiss on your forehead, I hope you know how much I love you. I love you so much."

Very sweet. He wants to wait for me.

I love you man Sufardi, I'm sorry I have to leave.