Stranger

Learn. You watch and you learn.

I woke up around noon. Not that early. Hahaha. I had Mee Siam for breakfast. I realise. I like to give you full details of my day. Like, come to think of it, who the hell would care which Mee I had for breakfast. Yesterday, it was Mee Soto and today Mee Siam.

I feel moronic. I do. My condolences Lis. Right.

So anyways, I met my boyfriend for lunch at Causeway point at Cafe Gallilee. Big mistake eating there. Because, the food wasn't nice at all. He actually went like, " the chicken ain't fresh....blablabla." I'm thinking, "this man, really knows his food shux."

He bought some chocolate cake as well. I didn't want it. But he kept feeding me. My god, he's like fattening me up, I swear. And then, after that, we shared ice cream at mcdonalds. Haha, the new cadbury one. I like today. I like. He would tease me a lot.

We headed to Harbourfront after that. Train ride - fun! We bought donuts at Vivo. He smoked at the linked bridge and then he left for work. I enjoyed today. Before he left, he said, "you jangan cakap I tak manja-manja dengan you, nie I dah peluk-peluk, cium-cium you, I saaayyyyaannnnggg youuuu. I tahu kadang-kadang perangai I macam sundal, I selalu buat you marah tapi I tak tahu kenapa I sayyaannggg you."

I was on cloud 9.

After that, I went to Daiso, to buy a big box, a paper bag and a photo frame. He still doesn't have a clue of what I'm planning for him. And then I headed to Harbourfront Centre which I bumped into this 'stranger.'

This stranger works there now. I hugged this stranger and held back my tears so badly.I couldn't say much, kept swallowing my saliva. I guess, some things, just, can never be replaced. Oh how I missed that stranger right now. I thought I could have this stranger replaced, but no. I don't think so. I know so actually. This stranger and I went for a smoke, but it was damn fcuking short. This stranger promised to tell me what happened tomorrow. I am all confused. I wanna write more. But I am still speechless and still thinking myself, what happened, what did I say, what did the stranger said, what the hell is going on. I don't know. I hate having bad memory. Really.

My boyfriend called me while I was with stranger. I told him I would have to give him a call back. At first, he was mad that I was really suspicious as if I did something behind his back. I told him who this stranger was and what happened. And he was the sweetest to be there for me telling me, the stranger would make things right again. I hope. I need the stranger. I am not threatening you stranger. But, if I leave SG, I wanna spend lots of days with you stranger. And please stick to your words, when you say you'll call, please call.