Flare my nose

We went to buy halal meat this morning. Like, beef and chicken at Shephard Bush Market.

Mum packed for me in different plastics so it was easier for me if I want to cook. Whatever, I'm not gonna talk about this, I really don't know how to talk about it.

Okay so anyways I had my first class today. Economics. It was okay. Somehow it seems easier compared to back then in MI. Like, MI, was totally BS, the teachers there weren't good enough. I've always hated that school.

Econs was okay. Really okay.

After that I had QM. Which I was totally lost. Though Sandra - the teacher, was really nice. They said, they'll give me make up lessons since I started school late. I saw Mr Kaveh and he asked how I was doing and everything. Very helpful.

After class, it was reallyyyyyy colddd. I called Sufardi on the way home. IT WAS REALLY COLD. REALLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY COLD.

I miss him so badly.

I have this habit... I tend to flare my nose. And Sufardi would say this, "jangan kembangkan hidung boleh tak?" Followed by a smile and a kiss on my nose.

I was doing that, and I suddenly heard his voice in my head, "jangan kembangkan hidung boleh tak?" followed by that comforting smile and a kiss on my nose. oh boy, I miss him.

I told him about it on the phone and he said, "mula-mula kembang hidung, lepas itu orang tegur, kembangkan lagi, suka kembang hidung. you notice or not baby I always like to kiss your nose..."

I MISS SUFARDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I text him, "I miss you so much til it hurts."

He replied, "Sayang, no matter what, without me being there, you've gotta be strong and stay focus on your study. I know how you feel. What about me? It goes the same for me. I think of you every single bit. I feel abnormal without you. Sayang, I miss you soooo soooo sooo much tau... And I wanna let you know... I love you so much okay."

I think I am very lucky. Plus, you've really gotta hear his voice while on the phone. He sounds like such a darllinngggg.

Sufardi, I Sayyyannngg youuu.