Get to know the...

You know, back then, I was reading one of the issues of the CLEO magazine. It was an article titled, PARTY LIKE A VIP.

And one way to do it according to them was.... Get to know the bouncer. HAHA.

I swear though, me getting to know Sufardi, I did not intend to get all these priviledges. Honestly, I didn't even want to fall in love. Especially with a bouncer, Like what if I cannot cope? But what to do? He was just too handsome, too cute, too charming and was able to give me all the magical feeling. Dah, terjatuh cinta, I accidently fell in love. And sometimes, I feel like the luckiest girl alive.

Besides, I was already in love, then I read that article. At first, I have to admit I felt kinda special. I mean, of course la, like to get to enter clubs for free and free drinks. But as time passed by, it's like nothing. Back then, I used to BUY clothes for clubbing, do my hair, put on thick make up. Like, CLUBS are a big deal you know.

Now, I walk in there without make up. My hair would be tied in one pony tail. I would wear t shirt and jeans and slippers. I used to queue for an hour to enter a club just to dance, party and get drunk. Now, I walk in like nobody's business, and then, not to dance or party or get drunk, but to.... -.- GO TOILET. -.-

HAHA.

Who the hell goes to a club, just to......go toilet.....

I would eat cheeseburger, drink bourbon coke, charge my handphone and watch soccer over there. Recently, I would go up to Mono and asked Ming Choon for green tea. HAHA. And if one of the karaoke's room is empty, I would sit inside on the big, comfortable sofabed, and wait for Sufardi there. I would be able to sing and karaoke alone.......... But still it was one way to kill time.

Honestly, I'm bored of clubbing. I used to think St James, was a big deal you know. I party like every week. I would pay for cover charge and drinks. Cos I had a lot of cash back then when I was single. So all my cash, are for hot dresses, hair, cover charges and drinks til I get drunk. I was so hardcore back then. Now, I've changed.

To a more decent young lady, due to Sufardi. Haha, (: that's a good thing.

These days when I go to clubs, it's merely just to be near Sufardi, to be at the same building, to go home with him. I don't go with the main intention, to seriously, club and party and dance and get drunk like I used to. All I want is to be very near Sufardi. That's all. Because, I love him so much.