Post Xmas

Today, I was woken up by mummy's voice. She hollered, "wakeeeee upppp....your granduncle is in the hospital. We have to visit him today."

But we had to do it in the afternoon because Danial had to go for Friday Prayers. During the afternoon, I went to tuition - last lesson of the month.I went threading after that, and boy it hurt so bad. And I ended up looking even more Indian. Sigh.

By the time I got home, I got ready to go to the hospital. After that, I headed to Vivo City, to do a little shopping for my mummy's and boyfriend's birthday presents. I only managed to get mummy's presents. I got her a cute purse Anna Sui. Uhhhhh.. That cost a bomb please. And also a heart shaped chocolate box of ferre roche. I so do not know how to spell it. I got one for my boyfriend as well!

I went to meet my boyfriend for awhile. To pass him those chocolates which he finished in just a few hours. I was like, 'that fast baby?' He replied, 'you don't know your boyfriend?' Haha. Of course, he said that in a friendly tone.

And also. For a kiss and a hug and to get all that lovely feeling. Initially, I was pretty upset and pissed I dunno for what reason, prolly because I was heading to Vivo alone, and wished to see and spend more time with him. But so yeah... I met him and he always manages to cheer me upppp. Yes.. There was once, he made a joke and I 'attempted' to push him - my hands on his chest, I thought he would actually move or jerk because back then, when I did that to Praba, he would like..... move, or stumble to the back a little? But Sufardi, when I attempted to push him, he stood still. And I was like, o-kay. What was I thinking?

After that I got happy sangat sangat! Because I saw my boyfriend and also, I saw this gorgeous handbag which I am so getting from River Island and this lovely lovely necklace from Forever 21. And another handbag at some unknown shop that still looked gorgeous. Not now though, I am so saving up for my boyfriend's birthday, his gift, my mum's dinner and and and.... TMR I'M PARTYING WITH FATE AT ST JAMES. Well of course I don't pay for cover charge, I have to pay for cab fare though. This would be my last party of the year because on the 30th, I'm leaving remember?

On the way back home, I wanted to call my aunt who has almost the same number as that lost skinny indian Praba, but instead I accidently called that lost skinny indian Praba, and I said, sorry wrong number, I wanted to call my aunt, and he replied, no no you dont think I would - I HUNG UP ON HIM. Don't wanna waste my time on that lost skinny Indian.

There is a wedding under my block. It's decorated with all the pink ribbons and cloth. It. Is. So. Yucky.

I accidently let out that I had a conflict with Praba to my boyfriend, and he is pissed that I am still even talking to him. Yes, I am not allowed to talk to my ex boyfriends, because he asked me, would you like it if I talked to mine?

So that shuts me up. Of course I wouldn’t like it. So since Sufardi is my boyfriend, I have to listen to him. I have to respect his decisions. I know he doesn’t just make irrtational limitations for me. I don’t date those kinda boys. I date boys like Sufardi, which I have to go, to say something nice to soften up his heart. Because, after all it is my fault.

I love him!