I analyzed him

I met Fate and Fatin today. I told them what happened yesterday. With Sufardi and I.

Well, not in details. I kinda avoided Sufardi. NOT that I didn't like him. I do. But I was really not ready to get into a relationship. I don't wanna screw up. I'm so slenger. I need Sufardi to see my slenger side. Can he accept my slenger side?

If cannot, please don't date me.

But he called and he texted. HE'S THE SWEETEST. I felt so bad.

Fatin had to rush off. I lost mood. When Fatin's gone, I'm done man. So we went home.

Sufardi, is still texting me. God, this guy is really impressive and knows how to win my heart. But I don't want to fall in love. But this guy, he's making me fall for him. Fcuk, he's so sweet. I just receive a text from him. Pandai siak dekni kejar perempuan.

Does he do this to all girls? Shittt, SORRY, just insecure okayyy, remember I don't trust guys easily! But I don't think so, he sounds so sincere. And I asked him, when was the last time you had a girlfriend? A year ago.

This guy seems pretty decent.

HAHA, I am at the stage of analyzing him. Which means, I actually thought of dating this guy. Which means, I am falling for him.

No I can't.

I'll just tell him, sorry, I'm not prepared to be in a relationship. Bye.

So sad, I kinda like him. But I don't wanna fall in love.