I wanted to send the stuff I bought for my boyfriend to SG, but the post office is close today. I need to unlock the phone I bought for Sufardi.

For example, if you buy a phone with Singtel you can only use Singtel SIM card. But over here, it's Vodafone, Orange, T Mobile, 3. So I had to unlock the phone so I could use any SIM card.
But the man wanted to keep it for a day, which I don't trust him. So I went back to the shop near my place to do it. And I'll send all the stuff when post office opens.

After that, we headed to Hard Rock Cafe London. It was nice. There weren't any stages, well I didn't see any. It was just like a cool cafe, where they played loud music and dining in. I went with Aslin and Nazimah. We took pictures.

I did miss Sufardi, because the last time I went there was on my boyfriend's birthday. Boy, I miss him.

After that, we headed to West 12, to watch the movie, 17 Again - Zac Efron.

And then headed home.

Azlin And Nazimah

I woke up around 10am.

Azlin and Nazimah came back to my place. We arrived around noon. Cooked and had lunch.

I tried turning on my laptop. I don't know why it doesn't work. I sent it for repair at this computer shop in front of my house. It cost me like 150pounds. Shitts.

I lost all my memory. Every program I had.

We headed to Westfield. I bought a Mango jacket! It's soooo pretty. And then bought Azlin a brown jacket! It's so vintage. When I first saw it, I was like, omg this is gonna fit Azlin so well. I bought it for her.

We went back home cos it was dark by that time and we cooked dinner and watched desperate housewives. OMG i miss that show. And then they watched movies.

They rented, Van Wilder, Ms Congeniality 2, Twilight, Angus, Thongs And Full Frontal Snogging. They watched it while I spoke to Sufardi on the phone.

East Side yo

I am at aunty Moshida's house. She stays at East London, Walthamstow. We're staying here for the weekend. She's my dad's cousin. She has 3 kids - Nazrin, Aslin and Najima. They're all very pretty and since they're being brought up here, they all have that English accent. They're all very pretty, I repeat. Haha.

Anyway, this morning, mum woke me up really early, saying that it's people's house, and we can't wake up late. I was kinda tired, because had a late night yesterday. Uncle Ghani, fetched us from my place and we only arrived there around midnight.

So, in the morning, I had those instant roti prata! My first roti prata in London. Haha. Then, we -mum, I, aunty moshida, aslin and najima, went shopping. Aslin and Najima had really good taste in clothes, and they're all VERYVERYVERY nice. Mygoodness... seriously, very friendly and very nice.

And Aunty paid for the stuff that I bought, a green cardigan, black top, hair accessories and I dunno, can't remember. We also took a lot of pictures at Walthamstow market.

And by the time we got home, we changed. We watched a new shahrukh khan movie, it was nice. I like. And then they played with my hair, said they love my hair bla3. They used a straightener and further straighten my hair. Haha. Then we watched the movie, Race. Another good movie. Really good. And they're very nice to the point, they gave me pillows, blankets and snacks during the movie, in case, I would be hungry/cold.

After that, I called Sufardi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Another great hour spent talking to such a lovely gentleman waiting for me back home. He's so smart. I think Sufardi talks all sense, sometimes, I think he is smarter than me in a way. Like, he's so deep.

Haha, nights.

Definitely, going.

On a bright Tuesday morning, (HAH, something you would use in secondary school) it was suddenly decided that I AM GOING TO London, they booked the air ticket and stuff and yes, I am definitely going London. After all that, I karaoke-d. Like, turned on the VCDs and sang songs. Tried calling the boyfriend but he wasn't answering because he was still sleeping.


I was bored. So I left home, and headed towards my boyfriend place. I forgot to inform him that I left the house, and he called me halfway and when he found out I left the house without informing him, he wasn't that please. So I apologised.


It was such a hot day, so I took a cab from Jurong East MRT to Teban Gardens. It was like around 5 plus, and I passed him a 10 dollars note, and the change returned back to me was all coins. Bloody hell.


I finally reached his mum's shop and waited there for him. After awhile, he came down. I said goodbye to his aunt and have his mum a hug. Wow, that's the first.


So we took 143 and headed to town. The journey was like about an hour and a half. We alighted somewhere near Far East because I wanted to eat the chicken rice at Cahaya.

After dinner, we headed down to Shaw House and went to catch Dragonball the movie. It was okayyy, it was, 5 out of 10 according to Sufardi.

We went home after that because I have a thousand things to do. I AM GOING LONDON!

Sufardi and I had our happy moments, today is our monthsaryyyy!!

Marley & Me

Sufardi came over at 4am last night. Because, he fell asleep after he got home. Well he hasn't had his fair share of sleep. So I forced myself to sleep as well.

And then at 4am he called me, apologising, because we were suppose to meet earlier but he overslept. For the ver first time, I said, no, honey, I'm too tired.

HAHA.

He was pretty damn pissed. I felt bad, so I asked him to come over. We drove around and I came back home at 6am. He told me we'll meet again around noon. (:

At 10am, I think he texted me but I didn't reply. And he called my house. My sister came rushing to the room, "Kaklisa, wake up there is some Chinese guy calling you!"

HAHA. Usually when someone tells you that, you instantly....WAKE UP, and clear your throat and try your best to sound like you were awake and fresh the whole time. But I knew... I knew who's calling. And when I answered, I put on my most sleepiest voice ever.

And my boyfriend, "Hi, I'm calling from St James Power Station....." Mangkuk!

I smiled at that moment. Haha, Seriously, THAT. made. me. smile. Entahhh la... it puts a smile and it cheers me up laa... and made my dayyyy.

We got ready and drove Sabrina to Dover MRT to check out her laptops. And we went to have lunch at Subway at Dhoby Ghaut. Sayang had to foot long you know. And he wasn't even full. And then we headed back home.

At home, baby played the internet. And said something to upset me. And...

I have a problem, I CRY A LOT. Not that I am sensitive, but it's when someone upsets me over something, and that something would upset anyone, everyone, different people would react to different situations in different ways right?

Like, if someone were to call you, a JERK, (for example) Person A would go, - It takes one to know one? Person B would go - well, thank you. Person C- would just smile and walk away. Person D would - CRY.

HAHA, I am person D. I cry and cry and cry everytime I'm hurt. Once Praba said, you cry too much I feel like at times, I don't pity you anymore. -.-

So anyways, during that moment right, I was expecting, all those predictable stuff like, my boyfriend to console me, and say stuff like, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have this that, I would stay by your side, or like....come here, and then kisses my forehead, everything would remain very serious and sad.

But Sufardi, wahhhttt the hell. He laughs you know. Like, when I'm crying he would laugh!! I WAS REALLY PISSED at first. But what the hell, he laughs, because he teases me, and make real corny and lame jokes, and fcuk it cheered me up. OKAYYY I CAN'T EXPLAIN. BUT!!!! I was amazed on how, different this guy's approach on cheering LISA up 101.

Unpredictable. It's just different. It's funny. It's good. It wasn't like the usual console method. Interesting.

He's different, he's interesting, he's funny, he knows me so well, and he was really patient. Like I was crying and whining yet he still had a smile on his face. Sufardi, what's next eyyyyyyy...

And then we went out to go have dinner at Northpoint's foodcourt, the famous Indian stall. Quite expensive but nice la. And then we walked around and went to watch movies, - Marley & Me. Oh boy, marriage life with kids are so difficult.

Okayyy, I'm done blogging. Sufardi is staying over. And I think I wanna sleep, I'll just let him play the computer after this. Goodnight lovelys.

Slumdog Millionaire

Yesterdayyyy Sufardi ended work at 3am. And he said he wanted to meet me. He arrived at 4am. And we drove around in his car.

I woke up really late today at 4am. Lazed around. And was talking to Sabrina, and we were like... "wanna go watch movie?"

We went to watch Slumdog Millionaire. GOOD GOOD GOOD Movie. Seriously Good movie. I liked it a lot. A whole lot.

And then we walked around Northpoint after that, looked at winter clothes and jeans.

Omg I almost forgot my mum flew to KL this morning with my aunt.

Explanations

I woke up at 10am this morning. I kinda liked waking up early. Maybe it's cos I don't need to rush and I won't be late.

So I took my time and met Ariffah at 1pm. It was nice seeing her after such a longgg time. We met at Golden Village and bought movie tickets - He's just not that into you. We had lunch before our movie at Burger King. Ariffah's treat. Since, I am leaving. We caught up, and shared everything.

I shared how, I got cheated on my Praba. How I met Ashik and things didn't work out. How I hated love, and never wanted to fall in love again and never believed in love but somehow my handsome boyfriend appeared in my life and managed to crawl his way through my heart and won it.

How I met Sufardi, How I fell in love with Sufardi, How Sufardi chased after me, How Sufardi first proposed to me to be his girlfriend at Esplanade and How my dating days with Sufardi were.

Ariffah said, (with a disgusted face) no offence, but both your previous ex-es were so ugly. This one....CUTEEEE.

Haha. So far everyone finds Sufardi cute. That's the problem when you date a cute guy. They turn heads. They attract attention. And now that I am leaving....................... You all know I got cheated on............... I've got trust issues.

Like, back then, I didn't care. I didn't care when girls look at my boyfriends, I would never grab or hold them just to show that I'm his girlfriend. My mindset - look all you want, he's next to me. Not you.

And probably I trusted the guys I date so much, like maybe yeah, they enjoy the attention but they would never smile or wink to other girls behind my back.

But when I was like that, all that trust and love for Praba. That fcuking Sarah used to be so close to him in front of me, clearly disrespecting the fact that I was his girlfriend. I still wouldn't bother. My mindset - flirt all you want, he would never bother and would still love me. All that trust and all that confidence. And yet, Praba cheated on me with Sarah.

But hey, once when I was with Praba and some girl told me she was attracted to him, oh boy that girl got hell from me. Even Sarah got hell from me. She's still so afraid of me. She would fret like hell if she thought it was me on the streets. HAH. So seriously, don't mess with the person I'm dating. SG or UK. I tell you, you don't wanna see that side of me.

When I date someone, I make sure this guy is really worth it and won't do anything behind my back. Like, this guy would not be nonsense. Like, he wouldn't be so gatal. I analyze first.

I sure do analyze them.

So yes, with Sufardi, well, honestly? He has done a few things that got me all suspicious and lost trust in him. And goodness, sometimes he's like caught red-handed you know, but here's the thing, if you know him well enough, you listen to his explanation, you would know whether it's the truth or not.

Sometimes, I know he ain't telling the truth, little little white lies that doesn't hurt the relationship. It's okay. But when he's caught with something serious, I hear his explanation, sometimes it's a whole load of crap, seriously. But it's him you know, it's Sufardi. Like, yeah Sufardi is the type that is like this that this that.

You've gotta know him well. And in my case, this isn't complaining about Sufardi or showing you all his bad points. Mind you, his imperfections and flaws are nothing compared to his care, concern and endless love for me. This is just teling you, nobody's perfect and they make mistakes and if you know someone well, you will go, it's okay, he's like that, I understand. At the end of the day, he's not a bad guy.

I choose to love Sufardi, and I have to accept him the way he is. And the way he is? Just the way I like it with lots of sugar on top.

Role Model

Before I went to sleep last night, I asked Dalia out again tomorrow. Her boyfriend is in camp and probably busy and her friends might not be coming over. And I really wanted to catch a movie. I mean, initially, I asked Sufardi. But he said he starts work at 6pm, so yeah it would be very tiring and rushing for him.

So I asked Dalia. And she said okay. Cos she needs to get shoes for work as well.I met her at 1pm. And we headed to Bugis to get her shoes. And then to Sim Lim to get my laptop battery. And then took a bus to Vivo to watch movies there and check out winter clothes. We bought tickets first at GV for the movie Role Model. It was funny la...

And then we had lunch at LJS again. HAHA. And walked around to search for my winter clothes.

Movie ended around 7pm and we headed to Dragonfly to meet my boyfriend. We were on the way to the toilet and I bumped into my boyfriend. I was sooooooooooooo happyyyyyyyyyyy. I was like Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. OMG. I miss him. My sexy boyfriend. Haha.

I said, lemme go toilet first I'll talk to you later when I'm done.

So after everything, I introduced Dalia to him and I talked to him for awhile and left. We headed to Vivo again and walked around and finally I saw nice jackets at ZARA. Yes, so lovely. Looked up a lovely restaurant that just opened up at Vivo and I saw a necklace I wanna buyyyy.

Dalia bought some work related stuff and then we had dinner at Subway and headed home. I'm tired. Super tired. I watched American Idol, filled in the Visa application, checked it. And blog. Now, I'm ending it and I'm going to sleep.

Boy, I do babble a lot.Wait. Movies I want to catch.

- He's just not that into you
- The Pink Panther 2
- New In Town
- Marley and Me
- Slumdog Millionaire

I won't let you

I slept around 3am last night?

And I managed to wake up at around 10am. I had breakfast, watched the Grammys for awhile.

Suddenly, my boyfriend text me. Hey, I'm under your block. And I looked down, and there he was in the car. I got ready and met him downstairs. I asked him, "what's the plan?"

"I have to return this car back to my friend and we can go out after that," he replied.

"But first you need to have a haircut!" I insisted, because his hair was in such a mess!

So we returned back the car somewhere at Kovan and then headed to Dhoby Ghaut. On the way, he would give me sneak touches from him. While waiting for the train, he actually went like, "wait wait wait, don't sit down." And then he grabbed my hand and made me sit on his lap. Haha! I sat for like 30 seconds and got up. Because, well if it was too long, it would be kinda obscene. But it was nice, being able to sit on my boyfriend's lap. Because, when I did, he didn't cringe or anything. Like, okay, nothing, her weight didn't affect me. Can you imagine if I did that to Praba?!?!?

So anyways, we had lunch at KFC and watched the movie the Underworld; Rise of the Lycan. I hope I got it right. During the movies, the guy next to me initially turned to the person sitting behind him and nicely asked the guy to stop shaking his legs. After another 30 minutes, I think the guy didn't stop shaking his legs and the guy in front actually stood up and grabbed the guy's collar and shouted, "Eh! You like shaking your legs is it?!?!"

I guess the guy finally stopped.

After the movie, we went down and I bought Fried Mars Bars and he bought those takoyaki balls? I don't know. We went upstairs outside Plaza Singapura and ate our food there. I made him try the Fried Mars Bars. He is the first one who said, "eeewww not nice." Opposites attract? *shrugs.

Later on, we walked past an American, who was on the phone, "Oh yeah, I'm going back to America in July."

My boyfriend, repeated that to me. Like, playing around with the fake accent thing.

I playfully said, "I'm leaving for London next month too."He let go of my hand.

Soon, it was around 5pm already. And my boyfriend needed to go home and get some sleep before he works at 9pm. I headed to InsWorld and I met Ms Tan. She was an awfully load of help.

After that, I took 857 and stopped at Khatib, took a train to Sembawang and went tuition. I finished around 9pm. Headed home. Had dinner. Tired. Because I had less than 8 hours of sleep. I am probably gonna watch some TV - Private Practice while waiting for parents to get home to discuss about school and I wanna sleep. Because tomorrow, I probably have to head down to Insworld again to submit my results.

Oh, another thing. After our date, he texted me, I love you... I imagined his face and everything. I got very touched. I had a great time today. I could see he was putting in effort. I mean, surprising me by picking me up? And taking me out and everything. Nice.

My dad just came in the room, shouting, "what's up, what's up." - my 50 yr old dad.

Bride Wars

Ooooo boy last night, I slept super early. Because I had a dental appointment at 11:45am this morning.

I took a cab to the train station because the weather was such a nightmare. And then a train to Queenstown and a cab to AH again.

I met up with the dentist. And I wanted to have the surgery today. But she said I needed my dad's consent before she does anything to me because I was underage. -.-

So I asked for an appointment the next day, prefably in the morning. And these irritating malay nurses, they were very rude. Well, actually, just one. With her thin eyebrows and everything. Fcuking Annoying.

I met up with Ian at Anchor Point after that. We hung out at KFC and then walked to Ikea to purchase a few stuff for my room. He was sweet enough to carry the notice boards for me. Thanks dude. We had hotdogs at Ikea as well. Cool, I like the idea of squeezing mustard and chilli sauce on my hotdogs.

At KFC, we were talking and just hanging out talking about funny movies like The Pank Panther 2. Sufardi finally came in his car and picked us up and drove us to town. I told him hey, let's go check out the watch I wanna get your dad, park here first. He said rudely, "since just now you were around here, you didn't manage to just choose one and buy?" I told him, "I wanted your opinion." But he ignored me and drove to town.

We headed down to Anchor Point after that again, because I wanted to get a watch for his dad's birthday present there. Like waste gas right? I mean, when he arrived earlier on, I told him, to park the car there first and take a look at the watch I wanted to get his dad, but he was so damn bloody egoistic and got all bloody damn annoying and said, "I don't wanna go here." Now you have to drive back here, because I said they only have that watch there. Waste gas? But he wouldn't listen what.

After that, we sent Ian back home. And headed to Causeway Point. We had dinner at Breeks. He had the Beef Ribs set meal and I had the Chicken Chop set meal. Set Meal - drinks, soup, ice cream included. Pretty Expensive. You see, when he does this kinda stuff, I tend to overlook the superbly annoying disturbing small matters that I really can't take it. Because back then, I've never been brought to this kinda places that I don't have to pay for. Dinner was really nice and lovely, like I said. And then we went to watch Bride Wars. My boyfriend actually fell asleep for about 5 minutes? He said, he didn't quite understand. -.-

I called Fate after that, I told her how the movie was about two friends. And I missed Fatin LIKE HELL. I wanna talk to her so badly. I mean, if you follow up, you would notice that my blog has been missing something, in fact, someone special, my dearest friend Fatin, whom I guess, is not interested in being friends with me. One statement they made in the movie - Bride Wars was, "they haven't spoken for like a week, that's a century in girls' calender"

I haven't spoken to her for almost a month. But I've come to realise she doesn't really need me in her life. I prolly need her more than she needs me. Sigh.

Well, my boyfriend sent me back home in the car. Hugs and kisses along the way. Yummy hot boyfriend of mine. ((: And I was pretty tired. But I enjoyed my day. He went back home first. And he's coming back later to spend the night here.

Lover's instinct

Last night? I slept at 2.30am. Why? Because Ian wouldn't let me hang up. He asked me to stay up all night actually. But I said, nooo I'm way too tired.

I woke up at 5.30am. Ugh only 3 hours of sleep?!?! Got ready and left an hour later. Met baby at Alexandra Hospital for his medical check up for his fractured right hand. He looked kinda worn out after work. Well, it is certainly not fractured anymore. And by the time, we were done with everything, he was so petered out. He fell asleep in the bus on the way back home.

But still even though he was THAT tired, he said, "hey since you woke up really early, came all the way here just to accompany me, and all the way back home, I'm in no mood to sleep, I'm in the mood to spend time with you." So we went back to his place, he took a shower and got ready and we went to Jurong Point to catch a movie.

Unfortunately, they weren't showing Ong Bak 2 in their cinemas. So we decided to have lunch at Pizza Hut first. Lunch was lovely with him though they were times which I distressed my brain. We headed down to West Mall at Bukit Batok after lunch. We were both damn sleepy 5 minutes after the movie started. So I decided to get coffee. I went out to the food counter and asked how much was the coffee. $3.20! My goodness. I was like...o-kay. I ain't gonna pay that amount for a usual cuppa coffee. So I went a storey down to the nearest food court to get coffee for a dollar only.

I sorta took a long time.

He asked me, "why did you take so long?"

"Oh, nothing, Did I? No I didn't," I answered companied with a "sort of guilty" smile on my face.

"Are you sure? Did you talk to any guy along the way?" he queried.

"Uhh, no, well the coffee outside was really expensive so I went the one downstairs to get the a dollar one," I explained.

"Awwwww, so sweet," he commented on that statement and kissed me shortly after that.

So we carried on with the movie, a few kisses shared here and there in between. We were really beat after the movie, we decided to go home immediately.

The best part was, after eveything today, we texted me TWICE. Saying he is tired but he enjoyed today so much. Didn't regret a single bit. THANK YOU.

Now now, that's the first. Well maybe not, but the first after so long. I guess? I was very touched and pleased with his politeness and courtesy.

Snake

I woke up reallyyy late today at slightly after 1pm even though. I immediately called Ian actually after I woke up. He told me to go watch Step Up on Star Movies. I was suppose to get ready to meet baby at 3pm? But I knowww he wouldn't make it because he slept at 8am this morning.

He called me last night around 3am? Saying his colleague was at NUH and he went there to visit him. And then, another call at 8am saying he was at his mum's shop having breakfast. I don't quite remember what he said, because I was still deep in sleep.

So yeah then, I washed my face, brushed my teeth, turned on the tv for Step Up while having lunch. I wanted to go teach tuition today but the kids ended school late. So, I decided to go running.

I waited for Daniel to return because only he knows the bicycle code lock. Around 5pm I left home, I cycled to the stadium. BIG MISTAKE okayyy. Because my butt hurt so badly because it wasn't used to sitting on the bicycle seat. I felt such a relieve when I reached the stadium. Today - I jogged 5km. Not run, but jog. Yeah I couldn't possibly run; I'm not THAT fit. After running, I did 10 crunches, rest for 1 minute and 10 more push ups. Yeah 3 sets of that. Then I ran up and down the stairs; 5 sets of that.

Wahhh, damnn tired man after that. Cycling home was a nightmare because my butt hurt like hell. To the point, I walked back home with my bicycle at the side. -.- I walked past 3 indians and they were having ice cream along their journey. I felt so tempted. So I went to the nearest provision shop and got not 1 but 2 ice cream! Haha. Greedy me. But I felt like I deserved it; after my "over doing of exercising."

I walked through the park in the dark cos it was nearing 8pm. I was walking and walking and then I saw a snake! Like a small snake! Scaryyyy. I shouted like...Ahhhhh! Damnn embarrassing because the people in front walking actually turned their head and wondered what the hell was going on. I freaked and didn't bother about my sorry ass and rode my bike as fast as possible. Everyone was looking at me.

I got home, had dinner. Watched American Idol. Hahahaha. Damnn funny. I asked baby to come over tomorrow after work. I miss him.

Quantum of Solace

I went to watch Quantum of Solace. The new James Bond movie with Sharif.

I went home early to catch the Arsenal VS Man United match. Arsenal won 2-1. Yey!

Ashik lost the bet, AGAIN! He said he was fuming mad. He didnt move from his couch til like a few minutes after the game. Arsenal's Samir Nasri was power la.